Unforgiven Sins

Cinyla is having a hard time because of what her ex-boyfriend Mark did. Until now, she could not fully imagine that she had been fooled by it for so long. She thought that she is really bad but the person she loved so much did even worse.”Are you all right, daughter? You have been thinking deeply.” her mother asked in astonishment and she was also very worried for her because she had just returned home but she was also increasingly stunned by the absence. Moreover, when they returned home, the son became silent as if he were deep in thought.

“Yes, mom! I’m fine,” he said sparingly and just gave his mother a forced smile. BenChua is currently there and has some of the girl’s favorite foods.

“Hi, babe! Look, oh, I already brought your favorites. Eat it!” The young man cheered and handed him the food he had brought with him, including the fruits.

“Thank you! But I’ll eat later, I’m not hungry, BenChua. Thank you and please stop calling me babe!” I said in an angry mood. The mother saw the young man’s sadness so she approached and encouraged her. “I’m sorry my son, maybe she’s just going through something. Just let her go first, eat well, son. I’ll just fix something inside.” The lady smiled and then left the young man BenChua as well. The young man just sat down and tried to be calm and not think about anything.

He stared at the food he was carrying and even he seemed to have lost his appetite. He couldn’t help but remember the girl’s whole face because he could feel her lethargy. He could not even understand why the girl’s approach to him suddenly changed since she left the hospital.

What is Cinyla’s problem? Why is he so dull and acting weird now? What goes through the young man’s mind until he decides to go up there to greet the girl, and let him know the real situation. He knocked and waited for the girl to open it but the surroundings were quiet so he tried to turn the doorknob and there he saw that it was just open. The young man entered and saw the girl lying on her bed and sound asleep.

You are already asleep. You’re beautiful even if you’ve closed your eyes.

Unselfishly, the young man stood beside the girl and watched her sleep. She even parted a few strands of her hair so that she could see its total beauty.

“Uhmm…” the girl muttered softly. He seemed to feel something strange but it was still close. The young man stopped and remained silent because he did not want to wake it up from its deep sleep. When he was sure that he was asleep, he kissed the girl’s forehead and said words that the girl should have heard. “Whatever you’re going through, I’m just here. You know what, I miss you so much so please wake up, your energy and energy will return when we are together and we talk … And I hope you are not like that anymore because I don’t like it.

The young man was about to get up to let the girl into her deep sleep but suddenly grabbed her hand and slowly opened her eyes.

“Just stay here, stand by me.” Please but the girl’s voice is still the same, sluggish and as if no one ate breakfast because it is also straightforward.

“You need to wake up, and I am sorry. All right, take a break. Just check you here in your room and there is your food and drink on your table. I hope you eat later, “said the man in front of the girl who is still sad now.

“It’s okay, I’m sorry. I don’t want to be treated like that. ” The girl sat down and faced the young man. “Why did you get up? Just relax. It’s okay with me, Cinyla. Just sleep again and take some rest. ” The young man explained and held out his hand.

“I am hungry. I’m going to eat, didn’t you say I should eat? so I got up. Thank you, BenChua. ” The girl hugged but as they both turned their backs, the girl could not stop herself from shedding the tears she had accumulated for a long time.

“I’m sorry BenChua, I know it’s important and you love me. I know that. I’m sorry to everyone. “The girl burst into tears and hugged the young man tightly.

“I’m sorry, S-sorry…” he kept saying as if his guilt was too great. The young man patted the girl’s back and tried to calm her down.”Shhhh! Cinyla, that’s not the case with me. I’m just here for you.”

“I can understand why you are like that to me. But this is too much, please don’t avoid with me. I don’t want you to walk away or be lethargic. I’m worried, Cinyla. ”Content (C) Nôv/elDra/ma.Org.

The young man was almost emotional in his confession but all the words he released were what he felt. He just bent down and tried to stay calm even though his eyes were threatened with tears.

“B-BenChua,” the girl said.

The man looked at her but tears were streaming down his left eye. The young man has a mixed aura that could not be painted because of the pain he was feeling. The girl wiped a little wetness from the corner of her eye and forced a smile.

“You are important to me, BenChua so I will admit it to you. I can’t keep it a secret anymore. I had a relationship but we were gone because he cheated on me. He was the cause of my accident and then his woman hit me even harder. ”

“I know I deserve it because I also made a mistake but I hope when I admit to you what happened you will forgive me. Sorry, BenChua. ”

The young man took her hand and embraced her lips with a sweet kiss. The girl was very shocked by what she did but for a while, she went with the flow. Follow the passionate kiss that BenChua gives him.

A few minutes passed and they were both gasping for breath because of the kiss they had made. The girl was swallowed in no time and bowed down because of the shock and embarrassment of what happened. “I don’t care about your past, you are important to me. So I hope you don’t repeat that. It’s not just a kiss you will experience when you treat me like that again. ” authoritative language of the young man and it stood up.

“Eat your lunch then rest. I need to go. I will visit you tomorrow. Don’t come into the office first, I’ll take care of it. ”

The girl seemed to have nothing to say and she just nodded at what the young man was saying. Before he finally left his room he kissed her forehead and let out three words that seemed to magically tickle him. “I love you, Cinyla. All right, I’m leaving. I will ask a favor, just eat. I will be back, later to check with you. If not, I will call, for now, rest. I understand.”

Cinyla replied with a forced smile and waved as the young man left. When he left, he felt a sharp pounding in his chest. It was still held and felt.

“What are you doing? Who do you think you are to make you feel like this? You’re annoying!” The girl frowned as if she was very annoyed because of the scene that happened to them but she was able to touch her lips. She remembered the softness of BenChua’s lips and only now did she also remember that the young man who kissed her recently was the first man to get her first kiss. Because her ex-boyfriend never kissed them.

As long as she saw the food on the table and decided to just eat. She also tried to clear her mind of those who were bothering her.​