Chapter 29: Hospital
Chapter 29: Hospital
I rushed through the hospital. When I arrived, I hurriedly went to ask the front desk about my son's room.
I saw Diego standing outside the room while waiting for me. I hurriedly went in his direction.
"What happened to him?" I opened the door, and I saw David lying on the hospital bed. I hugged him and caressed his face. He's hot.
"He has a high fever. I don't know why I rushed him here." David said while looking at us. I sigh and stare at my son.
"How are you feeling?" I asked in a worried voice, but he just gave me a smile. I smiled, too.
"I'm fine Mom, I just feel a little bit cold now" he said and I fixed the blanket on him. I caressed his hair and held his hand.
This is the most challenging moment for me as a mother. It's hard for me to see my son in this situation.
"Do you want something? Water, food?" Diego touched me on my shoulder, trying to calm me down. I'm trying, but I couldn't imagine my son would be hospitalized and injected with this apparatus on her hand.
The last time this happened to him, we stayed in the hospital for days. That was when he was only one year old.
"I already fed him while waiting for you. The doctor also gave him medicine to take," he said to calm me. I sigh and look at my son.
"I'm sorry, Mommy is busy, but I'm here now." He slowly closed his eyes to sleep.
I looked at Diego." Thank you," I mouthed while holding my Son's hand.
"No problem. I'll just buy food outside," he said and left. My phone made a sound, and I checked if it was Travis. Before I left the site, Stacy stopped me.
"Where do you think you're going? I haven't dismissed you." She furrowed her eyebrows, and I was about to push her away from getting in my way, but I stopped myself since I didn't want to argue with her. My son needs me now.
"I have an emergency," I said and passed her, but she held my hand, trying to stop me, and made me push her a little bit, which made her angry. But I don't care. I have to go to the hospital now.
"What the fuck?! What do you think you're doing?!" She exclaimed that all of them got their attention. I sigh, trying to get a longer patient for her attitude.
"Mr. Forster, It's an emergency. Whether you like it or not, I will leave this place, and you can't stop me. "I walked away, but before I could leave the site, someone stopped me, and my blood boiled when I looked into his face. "Where are you going?" He sounds curious, yet he looks cold and doesn't want to show his expression.
I let out a heavy breath and glanced at the time.
"None of your business! Just get out of my way." I firmly said and started to walk when he grabbed me on my wrist.
What does he want?! I just said it was an emergency! I wanted to shout at him and slap him so hard. My son is in the hospital right now, but they kept on stopping me. I just couldn't tell them the exact reason.All content © N/.ôvel/Dr/ama.Org.
I got my hand back and went through the car.
Thinking about my son's condition is making me anxious.
"David, baby, you always ask about him, but I still don't have the courage to tell you about it. Because until now, every time I see him do all the bad things they did to me, I always remember them. "My tears fell on my chicks, and I wiped them in an instant.
I kissed his hand and caressed his hair.
"You really look like your father. You have the same eyes as him. You also got his nose and lips. "I touched his cute little nose. I chuckled. He was really a resemblance to you. You didn't even get anything from me.
That's why I'm scared that one day
he will see you. But what I am
scared of the most is that when he sees you he won't accept you or even think of you as his own. I don't want you to get hurt. Your father is not what you are thinking of His
mercilessness, all he gaf His
me the
past years was pain.
A pain that I will always carry in my heart. I'm sorry, but I still can't forgive what your father did to me, David. Everytime I think of those things, how he cheats on me, how he made me feel that I am worthless and that I was enough.
I questioned myself, kept on asking
myself what was wrong with me,
and I loved him. I loved him so much that even though I knew that he kept on avoiding me, I still accepted it. I thought that maybe he needed space, and he wanted to be alone to think of something. Maybe he's just busy working all day, and he wants to rest.
But I was wrong; I always kept asking myself, what did I do wrong? Why does he still cheat on me? Maybe I am not enough for him? I wanted to ask him so many damn questions about how he would bear to hurt me and let me be hurt by his mother and his fiance Stacy. Yes, years had passed, but everything was still fresh. I tried to forget what they did to me, what he did to me, but I couldn't let go of my anger, how I wanted to get back to them.
I'm so mad that I Want to get revenge. My mind was full of what if, what if I get back to them. What if I don't meet Travis? Maybe I didn't experience these things. I was so blinded by love that I even let myself get hurt by him.
But now, I won't let him do that again, not even Stacy or his mother. I love my son, and I won't let him feel unloved. That's why it's better if Travis doesn't know that he has a son.