chapter 49
I am shocked at how much pleasure that has given me confused when I wake up, and he’s not there. To be honest, I am sort of pissed off he couldn’t even say goodbye. I like him, but I don’t know what his intentions are he’s confusing me. One minute I think OK maybe he wants to be with me and the next minute I think oh no he doesn’t want to be with me. Then out of nowhere he comes to my house, opens my shower and fucks me to oblivion.
I mean, I am not complaining the way he touches my body is remarkable. I am just confused I don’t know what is going on. I pushed myself back on to my bed and put the covers over my head, not really wanting to deal with it. Then hear my bedroom door opening, and it’s Matt with coffee and doughnuts. I smile, excited that he came back with treats.
“Well, it’s about time you wake up Jessica you have been sleeping forever, it feels like.”
I playfully look at him and throw my pillow at him.” You could have wakened me I wouldn’t have cared, especially if it had been the pleasant kind of awakened.” I smirked at him, hoping he understands what I’m saying.
He leans in and kisses my lips “your lucky your pillow didn’t spill our coffees,” He smiles.
I can’t help but feel pleasure running through my body. “I figured I would go and get you something for breakfast thinking that maybe you need strength for what we are about to do.”
“Oh, is that right now am I going to require lots of strength?”
“I would say, so I want to try new things with you Jessica I am hoping you’ll allow me to do as I please.”
“Well, I have a feeling that today is going to be a hell of a day, and it barely even started.”
I Can see he got me my favorite coffee, wondering how he knows what my favorite coffee is. Sometimes I think he knows me better than I know myself.
“A Carmel latte with Carmel drizzle it is amazing how did you know this was my favorite?
It’s what you always get when we have gone to Starbucks. So, I figured that what you probably would have chosen.”
Shows how much I pay attention, I laugh to myself as I drink my latte. I should just be happy that he actually pay attention when I talk.
“How is your coffee Jessica is it to your tasting?”
“My God yes, it’s delicious thank you so much it’s just what I needed.”
“Good, I’m happy that you are enjoying it.”
We continue to finish our breakfast he got me a croissant which I never had, but it’s delicious. When I go to look at him, I can see him staring at me, I start wondering why he is staring at me. It’s like he wants to say something, but he is quite I can’t take his staring any longer.Exclusive © material by Nô(/v)elDrama.Org.
“Matt, why are you staring at me if you have something to say just say it.”
I hate it when someone stares at me, it freaks me out. I look at him, it’s almost like he seems to be nervous. Then I began to feel bad that I called him out.
“I’m sorry Matt if I sounded like I was being a bitch I didn’t mean to.”
“Jessica it’s ok I just don’t know how to put it into words the feelings I feel I’ve never felt. I don’t know how to express them I just know I’m happy.”
My heart flutters at his words, loving him, saying that he cares about me. Shocked about how someone like him could care for someone like me.
“It’s ok Matt I am quite patient we can figure it out together if you want.”
He smiles it is like I can feel his relief to my words. “Thanks Jessica, just please don’t give up on me, I really enjoy you.”
I smile at him “I won’t give up on you Matt as long as you don’t give up on me just talk to me don’t block me out.”
“I won’t ever block you out again Jessica I promise I am excited to see where all this is going to go.”
“I am excited to Matt you make me feel like a different version of myself, better version of myself.”
He just smiles at me, I know that it’s going to be hard for him to be able to express himself. Especially if he has never expressed himself to any other woman, it’s going to take time. My obsession with him is so great he can take as much time as he wants. Especially because in the meantime he will be giving me all the pleasure that I could possibly ask for. So let him take his time to figure out all that he needs to figure out while we have lots of fun in the process of it all.
“I look at him, so what is planned for today.”
He laughs why don’t I show you what I have planned instead you might get more enjoyment out of it.”
“Okay baby, show me what you got planned.” I wink at him struggling to flirt but knowing I suck at it, I stop not wanting to make a complete fool out of myself.
He smiles I can tell he looks a little confused with what I just did. “I’m sorry Matt, I was trying to flirt with you, but I’m not very good at flirting.”
“It’s ok let me show you the right way to flirt.”
He stands up, puts his hand out for my coffee, so I give him my coffee. I am nervous about what is about to take place. He sits down right beside me, he goes and puts his hand on my shoulder just by his touch my pussy is craving him as it becoming wet and wanting fucked by his large throbbing cock. How can his touch do this to me, God, it’s becoming hard to breathe.