Chapter 74
Chapter 74
When he finally broke off the kiss, he rested his chin on the top of my head. "You have trust issues," he
said in that beautiful voice. I wasn't sure if I was allowed to talk, so I just shrugged. "We will have to
work on that."
Whoa, that sounded vaguely... threatening. But then he was pulling me towards the bedroom and I was
thinking with my nether regions – which I was beginning to consider insatiable – again. Let's just say I
followed eagerly. Once in the bedroom, he ordered me to strip. He was unbuttoning his shirt and his
sculpted body was emerging as I fumbled with the buttons on my dress. I finally had if off and undid my
bra. My panties were somewhere in the other room in shreds. I kicked my sandals off and dared to
raise my eyes. He had sat to remove his shoes, and as he stood he slid his pants down, stepped out of
them, then neatly folded them into the chair. His eyes never left me the whole time.
He crossed the short distance between us and took my chin in his hand, tilting my head up so I couldn't
avoid his eyes. "I have another rule for you," he started. I found I was holding my breath. "You will not
come until I give you permission to. Control is strength. This will teach you control."
I'm sure my eyes got real big. If he screwed me the way he had a few days ago, I had no idea how I
could not come, permission or not. I tried to shake my head but he tightened his grip almost painfully
on my chin. "Can I ask for permission?" "Beg for," one of those stupid voices in my head amended.
His eyes narrowed and darkened. "No," he replied sharply. He leaned closer, our noses almost
touching. "It is simple. You will exercise control and not come until I give you permission. Or you will be
punished. Do you understand?"
"Punished?" I stammered.
He smiled coldly. "I have found that the best way to teach control to those who refuse to exercise
control is orgasm denial." Somehow, he managed to lean even closer. "Do you understand?"
I knew beyond a doubt that if I said no, he would be gone. I also knew that making me strip, undressing
himself, was part of his ploy. My arousal was at full flame already and he wasn't touching anything but
my chin. He had made it almost impossible for me to say no. Now, he was patiently waiting, knowing
how my internal argument would end, even if I didn't. I heard myself say "Yes, I understand," and
wondered where that had come from. Once again, he was kissing me deeply, rewarding me for my Belongs © to NôvelDrama.Org.
decision. When he pulled away from the kiss, he grasped my shoulders and half pushed, half threw me
onto the bed. Before I had finished gasping from surprise, he was hovering over me. "Close your eyes,"
he commanded, and I was actually grateful for an easy command to follow.
I heard him leave the room for a moment, then he was back moving about. It sounded like he had gone
from one corner of the bed to the others and the bed had wiggled a few times. There was a moment of
quietness, then he said, "I am going to bind you to the bed. It will help you exercise control. You will not
always have that assistance," he warned. I couldn't help but wondered how far into the future he was
planning, as he slid my body into position. My left arm was tugged to the side as something – rope? –
was looped around it. He moved on to my ankle on that side of the bed. How could this possibly help
because my juices were gushing, wetting the bed beneath my ass? Apparently, bondage was my thing.
In fact, I was pretty sure I was going to lose this contest the moment he entered me.
Once all of my limbs were stretched towards the corners of the bed, he settled over me, his ass resting
lightly on my ribs, his cock nestled between my breasts. "Open your eyes," he said. I did, blinking
rapidly. He was holding something which he pulled down over the top of my head. It was stretchy but
tight, and he snapped it into place over my mouth. He leaned down, his nose touching mine. "You've
been doing entirely too much talking. If you open your mouth to talk again, this will slide in like a gag.
Just in case you feel like begging me to let you come." He sat back and studiously adjusted the gag. I
tried to plead with my eyes, but his attention was everywhere but my eyes.
Once he was satisfied with the gag, his hands went to my breasts, his fingers working mercilessly at
my nipples. Trying to get me to cry out so the gag would slide into my mouth? I didn't give him the
satisfaction, though tears formed at the corners of my eyes when he twisted and pulled. His cock
seemed to be enjoying itself, too, twitching and sliding between my breasts. After a few moments of
that, he slid back and soothed my abused nipples with his tongue and lips. Even when his teeth nipped,
it shot both pain and pleasure to my groin in equal parts. I was so glad he hadn't ordered me to be still,
because he hadn't tied me nearly tight enough to prevent the squirming and arching that his
ministrations evoked.
I desperately wanted to rub my wide-spread thighs together, desperately wanted to come, and yes, he
hadn't even entered me yet. He was sliding further down, kissing my belly. Oh, God. If he goes
anywhere near my clit with that magic tongue, I was totally, hopelessly lost. His lips brushed lightly
lower. The very tip of his tongue teased. He was at my mound, tasting the bare skin there. Even
nipping and scraping his teeth over the tender skin. My eyes rolled back in my head. I considered that if
I passed out, it would be a blessing.
His lips moved away. Was he zeroing in on my clit? I held my breath. Then his tongue was back
lapping my juices from as low as he could reach and ever so slowly moving upward, washing my
pussy, with a brief dive inside then upward again, stopping just short of my clit. I clamped my teeth and
moaned softly. He practically lunged up my body, landing with his full weight atop me and his hands
cupping my face. He looked down, studying me like I was some rat in a maze that was puzzling him.
"Would you like me to lick your clit, kitten? Hmm?"
I nodded my head. Then I shook my head. Then I whined. Yes, whined; possibly a first for me since
childhood. He smiled, obviously enjoying my struggle. Between my legs, his cock stirred and twitched.
A horrible thought occurred to me. I had sucked him off. How long before he would have to satisfy his
own need? I tried again to plead with my eyes, but he only smiled more. He started a slow trek down
my body again, his lips and tongue more insistent now, demanding and impossible to ignore. I
struggled against the bonds that held me, wrapped my fingers around the ropes. I could feel the heat of
an orgasmic flush spreading up my chest. His breath fell on my pussy lips, then he blew softly on my
clit.
"What do you say? Do you want me to lick your clit or not?"
I shook my head furiously, so much so that my entire upper body was engaged in the denial. He
chuckled, but then he was sliding back up, pausing at my breasts to suck hard on each nipple. His cock
was teasing at my entrance. Suddenly, his mouth latched on to where my shoulder met my neck and
his cock plunged into me. The sudden stretching and assault on my cervix brought a brilliant flash of
pain. I kept my teeth clamped tight and moaned through the gag. He had stilled after that initial plunge.
At least there's no chance of coming now, I thought to myself, trying to breathe through the pain. But
even as I thought that, the pain of the stretching was morphing into a pleasurable fullness. His teeth
clamped down on the juncture of my neck and he began pumping, slamming deep with each stroke. He
was forcing me to accommodate his length. My juices had run so freely, there was almost no friction,
nothing to slow or stop him from bottoming out on each plunge. I grunted each time he hit that deepest
part of me.
At least I was going to win the contest of wills, I thought, and one of the voices argued, "Yeah, but is
this how you want to win? In pain?" "It's not pain," I argued back. "It's just not pleasure, exactly."
He stopped, his cock buried deep inside me, his balls resting cozily against my ass. He rose up on his
elbows and looked down at me. Was he going to give me permission to come? I wondered. Or ask if he
was hurting me? He had stopped moving, but he was still pushing, trying to bury the last fraction of an
inch inside me. The cold smile touched the corners of his lips and began a slow spread. I suddenly
realized that he was eyeing me like someone who had the finish line in sight and no competition ahead
of him.
He slid down off his elbows and his mouth found my neck, just below my ear. Then his hands were
under my ass; lifting, tilting, holding me firmly in place. He reared back and plunged again. I moaned,
but not because of pain. Whatever he had done had changed the angle, opened me up to him. I could
feel him smiling against my neck as he made a slight adjustment. He pulled out and pushed back in
slowly, testing. Then, his hands clamped down hard on my ass cheeks and he was slamming into me.
Every fucking inch of him seemed to hit my sweet spot inside and rub hard against my clit outside.
Three plunges and I was screaming out my orgasm even as his gag functioned exactly as advertised
and planted itself deeply between my teeth. He didn't let up, if anything he was going still faster and my
orgasmic wave was becoming a tsunami.
"Open your eyes," he growled at me. I couldn't. For me, an orgasm was like a sneeze. Hell, I could
hardly hear him through the roaring in my ears and my own garbled scream into the gag. I was
screwing up left and right, but after all, I had said I understood his rules. Not that I could follow them.
When the seismic waves began to ease up, I managed to open my eyes and he was staring down into
my face in deep concentration. His hands were now on my shoulders, pulling me down on his cock with
each thrust.
Somehow, I felt another orgasm building. How could I possibly have anything left? I had to believe that
my clit had gone into hiding, but it couldn't escape his relentless strokes. He shifted again so the head
of his cock was hammering my sweet spot even as his shaft tormented my clit where it cowered under
its thin hood. I was trying to gasp for breath around the gag.
"Keep your eyes open," he snarled without missing a beat. I tried, I really did, but I just wasn't wired
that way. When the first wave hit, I threw my head back, eyes squeezed shut, and made a wailing
sound, something like a sick coyote. A sick coyote with a gag in its mouth.
When I came back to myself, I looked up at him. There seemed to be a scowl on his face, but then I felt
his rhythm falter and he buried himself deep within me as he, too, came. As I felt the surge of his come,
he closed his eyes. Ha! I thought.
When his orgasm faded, his grip on my shoulders loosened and he collapsed his full weight on top of
me. I was beginning to wonder if I would suffocate, between the gag and his weight.