Chapter 117: Abortion
Chapter 117: Abortion
I sight feeling my tears roll down my face feeling Lucia move as I turn my head to look at her but she
was so focused on the roof as I think this was the right time to tell her my past as I look at her smiling
she was so beautiful no mater she was my Mate an dim not going to reject her because she was rape I
was once rape and I don't know what she will think about me when hearing my story but I will be here
for her always I'm not leaving her side her never.
"I mean when I was pregnant with LJ I just lost it one night and storm out of the house looking for
humans to drink from when I find around five I think humans two girls and three boys. I wasn't in the
right mind to see or smell with what they're were busy with I just stop and drink from them and they was
high Lucia they have use drugs that night Lucia and it almost kill LJ. I would go back hike like nothing
happened so in the middle of the night suddenly a huge pain cross right through my stomach and I
started to bleed crying out so loud Lucia. There was so many blood Lucia.
"You know just few days back LJ kick me for the first time that's when I decided to stop trying to get rid
of her I also wanted to kill her but just feeling ehr kick that day Lucia was something so special having
another person in your body someone so small and I just couldn't kill her but it almost kill me when I
saw so many blood that night I cry to mother to Save her and she did. I asked her why I was having so
much pain and bleeding so much and she told me that the amount drugs I had in my body was choking
the child and she couldn't get much oxygen and it had an effect on her heart. Her stops right in my
stomach and if I wasn't at home that night we could have die both us. "I told her. My face my clothes
was wet by my tears stains feeling Lucia moves and wrapped her arm arwmy body kissing me on the
cheek.
" Why do you wanna kill her? she asked me as I but down on my lower bit and swallow down the lump
in my throat taking her hand in my mine and caressing down on her knuckles. Having her this close
making me feel more safe and relaxed. I wipe my tears away feel more assured that's she fine and that
I have talk some sense into her.
"I was rape Lucia brutal rape." I respons on her question as tears roll down again from my eyes this
time I sobbed as I express it all over again. She took her hand from mine and grabbed close to her as
he hold me tight into her arms
"I'm sorry I'm so sorry." she cry. I'm sorry Brenda I'm so sorry. "she cry all over and all over I should pull NôvelDrama.Org: owner of this content.
myself out of her grip and hug her this as we hug each other and cry expressing the pain both us went
through. She kiss me on my head making me smile through tears as I kiss her just back.
" It's okay babe I know what you feel and I understand sometimes if you just want to be alone and all
but you need to asked for help Lucia. I learn from that I was just like you but one day I just couldn't
anymore and ask my mom for help. She would compel me sometimes to forget about it and give it back
but it all stops the nightmares when you came into my life." I told her looking at her as I hold her face
into my hands.
" I'm glad that I could take it away. "she told me with a smile on her face making me feel so happy.
" You did it again. "I said looking at her as she looked me confused.
" What? she asked.
" Drug, "I answered.
She tens up looking at me as she try to move from my hands but she couldn't because my hold on her
on her was so tight." Brenda please don't."
" What Lucia, come on then we going to abortion because you don't want the baby but why keeping her
alive if you don't want her come on." I told her as I heko from the bed picking up the plastic bag.
"Brenda what are you talking about? she asked me.
" We going back home and asked my mother for abortion. "I said looking at her.
" No we can't you can't please I'm sorry I will keep the baby for LJ. "she told me crying.
" I don't want you to keep the baby for my child Lucia because I'm not going to let you look at the child
thinking about your past if you going to keep it keep it because you want her and going to love her no
matter what no matter how she was conceived." I told her looking at her.
"Brenda please...
" Lucia just stop okay I'm not going to allow that my Mate the queen of my clan kill an innocent child
because what happened. She didn't asked to be here Lucia and what if you couldn't get pregnant after
this child huh what then and trust me I'm want a child and if you kill this one now and won't be able to
get pregnant next time. Then you can go because I will hate you for the rest of my life so think about it
Lucia." I told her and transport myself back home leaving her to think about everything.
I don't think she will go with the abortion and if she wants to keep the baby I will make sure she loves
her the same way she love LJ