Babel Novel
Chapter 50
Yuan Point of View
I’m here now at the park waiting for Hershey, because I invited her to Disney land. That’s why it took her so long to come
10 minutes She is late.
“Yuan!” I turned around, I thought it was Hershey. I was still smiling. I frowned. What is she doing here?!
“Hani?” I asked with a frown then I looked away. I was surprised when she hugged me.
“Yuan, I love you. Please come back to me…” she said begging. She started to cry.
I couldn’t speak, my heart was beating fast. I don’t know but I suddenly kissed and hugged her. I still love her, even though I was hurt because of her. I don’t love anyone, it’s stupid if you really love like that. Thank God you brought her back to me.
Hani has already left the park. We went to my cousin Shane’s birthday party.
I just texted Hershey, that I can’t go. I also apologized, because I invited her and then I didn’t go.
“Babe, here it is.” she said. And Hani served me a cake.. I really loved her.
“Babe, juice..” I said and made her drink juice.
“Thank you, I love you babe..” she said that’s why I didn’t answer, I just smiled. I do not know why.
After a while my cousins asked to have a videoke so I got up and joined. I sang Giving Up by Hershey Mae Mendoza.
I know there’s something wrong
I can feel it, just to look at you
You can’t hide it from me
and I don’t want to stop you
All I can do is stare at you
All I can do is to think of you
because sooner or later it’s over
I can’t do anything about it
Hit me, tsk. I looked at Hani and she smiled. Why is that? I feel sad. Something seems to be missing.
It’s your choice to stop this
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You know, I don’t want to
but I’d understand
Everything is just broken
I just want to say I love you
And I can’t fight for this
Feelings
To be with you, just you
When everything turns into
bubbles
Yes, I’m hurt just to know
How much I love you
I was surprised because what I see in Hani is Hershey’s face, she is sad.
It’s your choice to stop this
relationship
You know, I don’t want to
but I’d understand
Everything is just broken
I just want to say I love you
I feel guilty because I chose Hani more, but I will say that Hani and I have gotten back together.
It’s your choice to stop this
relationship
You know, I don’t want to
but I’d understand
Everything is just broken
I just want to say I love you
Since I met Hershey, I have learned to smile genuinely, laugh and be happy without pretending.
It’s your choice to stop this
relationship
You know, I don’t want to
but I’d understand
Everything is just broken
I just want to say I love you.
(my heart ached. Tsk)
Everything flashbacks to me, all the teasing and laughing with Hershey and I did, including the time we fell in the pool on Miles’ birthday.
I hope he doesn’t disappear and get mad at me, because I can’t handle it if he pushes me away.
It’s your choice to stop this
relationship
You know, I don’t want to
but I’d understand
Everything is just broken
I just want to say I love you
And I can’t fight for this
Feelings
To be with you, just you
When everything turns into
bubbles
Yes, I’m hurt just to know
How much I love you
I just want to say I love you (3x)
baby….
Because I love him as a friend.
I remembered the time when Hani only sent me to break up with me.
Hani suddenly hugged me. I’m confused. Why do I feel like something is missing? and I’m not happy anymore. When I’m with Hani. I’m confused by my feelings. But right? I asked to be with Hershey? why is it like this? confused suddenly.
Everyone applauded. I don’t feel the joy. Weird feelings.
On the other hand..
Even before Yuan and Hani left, Yuan arrived at the Park. She saw everything. How Hani says she still loves Yuan and begs him to come back.
It hurts her. Especially when Yuan suddenly kissed Hani and hugged her.
She didn’t know what his reactions would be. Her tears fell on her own for the second time. She was hurt again. She thought that Yuan liked her too, she blamed herself because she had hoped that he would like her. She also thought that the young man was looking at her. He forgot what he said when they were at the beach. That “don’t expect too much, don’t love too much, don’t wait too much because that too much, will hurt you so much.”
A man passed by and the soundtrip was actually ‘broken into pieces’ by cueshe.
She cried even more. Now she felt so weak, that she was defeated. To make her cry. She further proved that she is not the same as before. A lot has changed. And Yuan, the reason for all her changes.
Now she is in a daze, while watching the person she loves with the person he loves more. She is very hurt. She doesn’t care if anyone sees her crying as long as she knows she is hurt and she has the right to cry.
“I wish I hadn’t changed for you, I wish I hadn’t fallen for you and I wish I hadn’t met you if you were only going to hurt me!” she shouted and grabbed her chest because she was having trouble breathing. Yuan and Hani disappeared from her sight. Her vision is also blurry from crying.
Her phone rang and she read the contents of the text messages.
“Hershey, I’m sorry. I can’t be with you anymore, I’m so embarrassed that I didn’t go. I’m sorry. I’ll come back next time. Be careful!” she said.
She did not reply to Yuan and her cp was off.
“You’re the one who’s sorry!! Stab your lungs! Your sorry won’t do anything. Get over it!!!! Frich Yuan!!!!! You’re crazy!!!” I screamed angrily here.
I couldn’t help but sit on the bench and cry. I didn’t pay attention to the past and I didn’t care anymore. Let it be. They don’t know me and they are in no position to judge me.
What a time I breathed a sigh of relief after crying for several hours. I have reached the dark. I decided to drive to the beach. I bought alcohol at 7/11 and then I bought more polutan. I want to spend my time alone. And let out all the resentment I have. I am very unlucky in love. I thought it was fine. I thought he really liked me. But why is that? I guess I expected too much from him. In what he shows and feels. False alarms and his disobedience.
I just drank there until I fell asleep. Regardless of the strong wind and cold sand. Even if it seeped through the jacket I was wearing, I let it go. I want to rest. It’s okay to get sick.
I cried all night until I fell asleep.