Chapter 9
MALIYA
I remained in the same position even after Alpha Xander got off me. It feels like my heart has been ripped apart and I can’t even look at myself in the same way. My body ached with pain and tears flowed freely from my eyes.
I closed my eyes in agony and for the first time, I wished that death would come and take me away. This was too much for me to bear. I can’t… I just can’t…
Just then, Alpha Xander walked to my side and released the cuff in my hands. My hands. went numb and I wanted to rub the spot immediately but what was the point?
It wasn’t just my hand that hurt. Every single part of me does. I was still lying naked in front of this horrible man with my legs spread apart. I knew he was done and I could finally leave, but is it left for me to protect?
He has stripped me of my pride. What more is left to protect?
“Get out of my room!” He snapped as he fixed his clothes as if nothing ever happened.
I tried to get up despite the humiliation that was eating me alive but it was painfully difficult. I was tied to the bed for too long and my body felt heavy.
I tried to lift myself up when I felt a sharp pain between my legs. He was too rough. At some point, I thought my pussy was going to tear from how he was forcing himself in with every thrust.
More tears streamed down my face as I thought about how useless I had become. I forced myself up from the bed and I shut my eyes immediately.
My body was on fire. I could barely move my legs and the pain in my legs wasn’t helping either.
“Don’t make me repeat myself,” he threatened slowly, and I sniffed back my tears.
What did I ever do to him?
I ignored the pain that was breaking through my bones and picked up my dress. I changed back into it as fast as I could and ran out of his room.
I ran into the room that was given to me and broke down in tears. The pain was too much for me to bear. Beconding his sex toy wasn’t even the worst part, I have a feeling this is not going to end any time soon.
Even if I offended Kane, why couldn’t he punish me instead? Why did he have to sell me off just to get me out of his life?
What did I ever do to deserve this cruel fate? blamed myself for not eavesdropping on his conversation that day every minute that passed by.
If I knew what he was planning, I could have avoided it. I wouldn’t have followed him to the pack, I…
It’s too late now. There is no point crying over spilt milk.
I covered my face from the shame and more humiliation that was about to come my way and all I could do was cry.
The door cracked open and I didn’t bother to look up. It is either Rosalie or the maids, or maybe the guards. Whoever it is, they are all here for one purpose; relaying the Alpha’s order and that is not something I want to hear right now, even if I do not have a choice.
“How are you feeling?” A familiar voice asked as she wrapped her hand around me gently. It was the only person that had been nice to me since I got here so I knew it was
head Claudia without even lifting my up.
I leaned closer to her and cried in her arms. I don’t know how long I could keep this up. I have only been here for a few days and things are already this difficult. What would happen to me in a week or two? Not to talk of so many months.
I’d die before then.
“How are you feeling? Do you need me to get some ointment for you?” She asked softly,
harder. making me cry
“I–I want to leave this place… it is too much for me to bear. I can not stay here any longer. Can you help me get away, huh?” I held her hand tightly, as I begged.
“It is too painful, I can not withstand it,” I cried and Claudia removed her hands and hugged me gently.
“I wish I could help, but leaving is not an option,” she said, making me break away from the hug.
“There has to be a way. Please help me… I’d do anything, I don’t mind what your request would be, I’d do it, please help me get out of this hell hole before I die, I pleaded desperately.
“Helping you come up with a plan is not the problem, but have you seen the security?
You cannot get past them. Even if you are lucky enough, you can’t get far before you would be caught,” she sighed.
“You don’t understand-
“I do. I won’t be here if I don’t. Nobody would accept you out there. You are here because your mate sold you. You now belong to the Alpha. If you try to escape, you will only make things harder for yourself.” She held my hands again and began to rub them gently.
“You can not leave no matter how hard you try. You just have to get used to it and stay strong. Survive however you can, but dumb the idea of running. It never ends well,” she said.
I have a feeling that there is more to what she was saying but I didn’t bother to ask. Seeing how cruel the Alpha was, I could already imagine what he would do to anyone who got caught.
Kill or ruin them completely. If I ever attempt to escape, it is either I did it successfully, or I kill myself before getting caught. There is no in–between.
Claudia applied ointment to the bruises on my hands and legs and gave me pain relief to make me feel better before taking her leave. I sat in the same position, thinking about what to do next.
I cannot accept defeat without even putting up a good fight. It is too soon to give up. I need to fight for myself or I’d be no different from the other maids.
I sat in the same position all night long until the sun began to peep in through the window, which indicated that it was a new day.
The door was pushed open rather harshly this time and Madam Rosalie came in. She gave me a look I couldn’t quite decipher before throwing the clothes in her hand on the floor.
“You should change into that,” she ordered and I looked at the cloth to see that it was the maid’s uniform.
I didn’t realize how long I stared at the dress when her voice snapped me out of my truce.
“Get dressed right away. You can not be sleeping all day until the Alpha needs your service. You need to resume work,” she said without a hint of emotion on her face.
I nodded and got up to change into the maid’s uniform. Madam Rosalie waited until I was done before she spoke again.
“Follow me.
I followed her back into the Alpha’s room and my mind skipped a beat as we went inside.
“Starting from now, you will be working as the Alpha’s special maid. Your duty is to clean the Alpha’s room and bath for the Alpha,” she announced, taking me in shock.
Bathe the Alpha? This has to be the most ridiculous thing I have ever heard.
It wasn’t enough that he slept with me like I was a toy that could be controlled with a remote, and now I am going to bathe for him. The mere thought made me want to throw up in disgust.Copyright Nôv/el/Dra/ma.Org.
I will kill that bastard with my hands.