Chapter 1441
Chapter 1441
After saying this, Vanessa saw that Julien's expression became extremely dark. He had a fearsome gaze, as if he would swallow her whole at anytime.
Why was he looking at her so fiercely?
Was there something wrong with what she had just said?
She was always someone who he would ask for when he had a need and forget about when she's not needed. That simply meant that he was just treating her as a sex partner. Did he actually expect her to treat him as her husband?
In the past, Vanessa did wish that he could become her husband. But ever since she had Lawrie, she knew that she had no choice but to hide this thought deep in her heart.
Julien looked at her coldly. After staring at her for a long time, he got up and went to the study. At the same time, he said in his cold voice, "It's good that you know."
Vanessa hid her sadness and shrugged helplessly. "Have you had dinner?"
Vanessa knew that she would not get an answer from him, but as his secret love, she must not make a fuss over regardless of the attitude he had towards her. She must please him and serve him well.
Vanessa didn't care if he had dinner or not. She went to the kitchen to prepare some food. After she was done cooking, she went to the study to notify Julien. Then, she went back to her room.
Julien was a clean freak. In order to make him happy, as long as she had the time, Vanessa would take a long bath before she went to bed. She wanted to make sure that she was clean so that he wouldn't feel disgusted with her.
After Vanessa finished her bath, she went back to the room. Julien also took a bath in another bathroom. He had a bath towel around his waist, lying on the bed casually with a book in his hand.
Vanessa climbed onto the bed and lay beside him. She reached out and tapped on Julien's chest. "Mr. Kyle, do you want it tonight?"
Julien climbed on top of her the moment he placed the book at the side...
Vanessa was in so much pain that she broke out in a cold sweat. She wanted to cry out in pain and ask him to be gentler, but she did not say anything. She just bit her lip tightly and stubbornly refused to cry out in pain.
Vanessa knew that Julien was angry, because whenever he was angry at her, he would torture her like this. Just like how it usually was, it had taken a long time until Julien was finally done.
When he finally stopped, Vanessa felt that she had lost almost half of her life. However, she still pulled herself together and got out of bed. She went to the bathroom to clean herself up. She was not cleaning up for his sake, but because she had something important to do behind his back.
Julien never wanted to use protection so she had to take contraceptive pills on her side. She was determined to be a qualified lover. She must not get herself impregnated in case Julien were to get married with another woman in the future and ended up finding out that he had an illegitimate child.
Vanessa knew that such medicine was harmful to her body, and it was very likely that she would not be able to conceive again because of it. However, she did not care. At this point in time, Vanessa felt that it was enough for her to have a lovely son like Lawrie in this life.
She stuffed the pills into her mouth and swallowed it. Just as she was about to put the bottle back into the cupboard, she
realized that Julien was standing by the door. He was staring at the bottle in her hand with bloodlust in his eyes. He asked, "God d*mn it, what's that?"
Now that Julien had found out about it, Vanessa had nothing to hide from him anymore. She admitted, "What else can it be? Of course it's morning- after pills. Did you really think that you're that useless? That you didn't make me conceive even once in the past year?"
Julien snatched the bottle of pills from her and reprimaded. "Who the f*ck asked you to eat this sh*t?"
It was the first time ever Vanessa had heard him cursing. She was a little scared when she heard it, so she instinctively stepped back, but Julien stopped her. "I'm asking you, did you not hear me?"
Julien was grabbing her wrist so tightly that it made Vanessa grimace in pain. However, she was still as stubborn as a mule. She still refused to express her pain. She said, "As your secret lover, I'm just trying my best not to cause you any trouble. This is my duty."
"You said that it's your duty not to cause me any trouble." Julien poured all the pills into his palm. Then, he pinched her chin and pretended like he was going to stuff all the pills into her mouth. "Well, since you're being so considerate of me, then you should eat them all. Eat them all at once and die, so that you won't cause me any trouble in the future."
Because of his words and actions, Vanessa became even more stubborn. She did not struggle but parted her lips. "Sure, if you want to see me eat them all, I will eat it. If you want me to die, I will die for you." This is property © of NôvelDrama.Org.
However, Julien waved his hand and threw the pills onto the ground. Before leaving the bathroom, Julien warned, "If you dare to eat them again, don't think about getting a penny from me again."
The moment Julien left, Vanessa's feeble body slid down against the wall of the bathroom and slumped on the floor... She was just trying not to cause him any trouble. What did she do wrong?
"Ring..."
Vanessa's phone which was left the room suddenly rang. Vanessa quickly got up and went to the room. She saw that it was an unknown number, but she still answered it with the loudspeaker on. "Hello, who am I speaking to?"
"Who am I?" A strange male voice sounded from the phone. "This is a good question, Miss Vanessa. This is also the reason why I'm calling you."
Did this person know her?
Vanessa didn't have any recollection of this voice, so she asked, "Who are you?"
The man's laughter sounded in Vanessa's ear. "Miss Vanessa, do you still remember what happened at Stateview Hotel on the eighth of August four years ago?"
Eighth of August, four years ago, at Stateview Hotel!
This was something that Vanessa didn't want to be reminded of for the rest of her life. It was what had happened that night that ruined her whole life.
That incident happened four years ago, but whenever she thought about it, Vanessa would feel like she had once again crossed pass with death. She would be so scared that she could hardly breathe.
Vanessa wanted to throw the phone away, but the person on the other side of the call was still talking, "Miss Vanessa, I've been looking for you after that night, but I couldn't find you. Do you know how much I've missed you?"
Vanessa covered her ears and shouted, "Shut up! Shut your f*cking mouth up now!"
The man continued, "Miss Vanessa, no matter what, I'm still the first man you've ever did it with. How can you do this to me?"
Vanessa was in so much terror that she had completely lost her mind. All she could do at this moment was scream at the phone. "Shut up! I want you to shut up!"
The man continued, "I've been trying so hard to look for you and I've finally gotten your contact from your mother recently. I haven't even heard enough of your voice, how can I just shut myself up like this?"
Vanessa was so scared that she threw her phone towards the floor. However, the phone was still working fine. She could still hear the man talking. "Miss Vanessa, I heard that you've given birth to my child. Our child should be three years old now, right? I really wonder if he looks more like me or you."