My Ex, Please Love Me Again

Maisie laughed and said, “So, you want to maintain your relationship with Phil by leaving your daughter to him?”

Anya chose to leave their baby who needed to stay in hospital until she got mature to Phil, then he couldn’t return to Chiobar even if he got discharged.

They learned from Julian and Ezra that Phil had allowed Gaven to take charge of the Ustistan branch. He could leave here as soon as he got out of the hospital, even without a glance at Anya.

Anya nodded, “Yes.”

But she then said in a low tone, “I’m just so worried that he will be like his mom. So, I won’t force him. I will give him time to be set free from the guilt.”

Everybody knew that Phil was crazy which led to his flinching without turning back. Anya understood it, and she didn’t blame him.

She knew he kept away from her because he loved her too much. He failed to face what he caused to her.

Emelia sighed with emotion, “You are so thoughtful. I just fear that you will get angry and never talk to him after knowing his reaction.”

In fact, Anya was always a smart and considerate girl, though she appeared capricious in front of Phil before. If she was really unreasonable and thoughtless, Phil would not love her so deeply.

“I have no choice,” Anya said in a self-deprecating tone, “I just hope he can be fine. And we can be fine.”Property © NôvelDrama.Org.

“He has accompanied me for months and almost drove me crazy. I used to think that I would chuck him out or set the time during which he could meet Chris so as to contact less with him.”

“But now, I just want to be together with him, and he isn’t annoying for me now.”

At this point, Anya looked at Emelia and Maisie and asked them awkwardly, “It’s so ridiculous, isn’t it?”

“Not at all.” Emelia showed disapproval, “We grow up slowly and our ideas change as the environment changes.”

“That’s right. It’s normal for you to change your attitude towards Phil. I am the example, aren’t I?” Maisie comforted Anya with her own experience, “I was determined to have a clean break with Ezra at the very beginning. However, it seemed that it was not up to us. Finally, feelings took precedence over thoughts. We got together again.”

“You and Phil are actually the same. You tell yourself ‘don’t be with him any longer’. But he still moved you little by little after you’ve got along with each other for long. It’s not that you are ridiculous but that you are willing to cherish this rare relationship.”

Feeling moved, Anya raised her arms and hugged them, “Thanks for comforting me. I would not know how to get through this living nightmare but for your companion.”

Nina had left due to her work, but Emelia and Maisie told her they would stay here and take care of her until her confinement was over.

Then Anya said to Emelia, “I’d better see him. I need to make myself clear that I will leave our daughter to him. Then he should hire a nanny to take care of her in advance.”

Emelia smiled, “Alright.”

No one knew if Phil would be surprised. He had an acceptable recovery now, so he shouldn’t be in danger anymore.

Before they set off, Anya suddenly stopped in the hallway and said sadly, “Actually, I don’t want to leave my daughter to him at all… I just…”

Anya couldn’t continue her words, or she would cry.

How could she bear to leave her unlucky daughter to Phil? On one hand, she was worried about if a man could take good care of a baby. On the other hand, she also wanted to cuddle her baby in her arms every day.

Before today, Anya had been determined to take care of this child by herself since she got pregnant. She decided to protect the child on her own at the very beginning.

Now, she had to leave the child to Phil. And, of course, she was very sad but she had no other choice.

If she decided to raise her child on her own, Phil would return to Chiobar without hesitation. Afterwards, she should go to university and take care of Chris at the same time, having no energy to deal with the relationship between her and Phil. Maybe their relationship would end thoroughly since then.

If she left Chris to Phil, he would not return to Chiobar before the child got out of the hospital. Even if Chris was allowed to get discharged, she would definitely be weak for some time. And since Phil loved his daughter so much, he wouldn’t leave Ustistan with her anytime soon.

In that case, Anya still had a chance to solve Phil’s problem.

Emelia and Maisie surely understood Anya’s good intentions, and they knew how reluctant Anya was as a mother. Maisie hugged her gently, “I do know your feeling. At that time, I was afraid that Ezra would take my child from me. I didn’t dare think of how I would be without my child. But now, you have to hand your baby to him.”

“Well,” Maisie said after a sigh, “although Phil seems unreliable, I think he is quite good at taking care of someone. I believe he will look after Chris well.”

Emelia agreed, “Yes. Where he lives is close to yours. You can often go to see the girl. He won’t refuse it.”

Anya nodded, with her nerves calmed.

Actually, she knew it but failed to control her emotions just now. Before, Phil was the person who wanted to get close to her on the pretext of the child, but unexpectedly it was her turn now.

Anya, with Emelia and Maisie, went to the hospital together. As they didn’t tell Julian that Anya was about to visit Phil in advance, thus Julian was surprised when they contacted him in the hospital.

Julian hurried over to them and whispered to Emelia, “Didn’t you tell Anya what Phil just said?”

“I did, but Anya has something to say to him,” Emelia said, “Don’t worry. I also think they must have a meeting.”

Anya said, “Mr. Hughes, you just pretend to know nothing about it. And I will enter his ward without his knowledge.”

If Phil was told that she was about to see him, he would definitely refuse. Therefore, she would meet him in the ward directly.

What could he do after she had entered the ward? Or she just pretended to be under the weather. She was still in the month of confinement so she didn’t believe he would be so cruel to kick her out.

Julian could only agree with her. Afterward, Ezra went out of the ward, and Anya entered alone.

Phil was bracing his back against his pillow. As Ezra was out, the door was closed but soon reopened. He thought it was still Ezra, so he didn’t care about it and continued seeing his paperwork with his head down.

He did recover well, with only a superficial injury of the shoot left, thereby having time to deal with some of his work.

And only by keeping himself occupied could he be able to think less of his trouble.