Mate by Fate, Bound by Love

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Lena’s pov

“How can my life revolve around this?” I pondered on this things. I had experienced two things in life – pain and pleasure. Although the pain outweighs the pleasure that I have felt.

I needed space to think as I wondered where it had all gone wrong. The change of attitude of Alpha Adrian towards me is in a blink of an eye. From the sweet little princess that he could not do without to the monster that he wants to kill.

I knew for a surety that the change of attitude towards me is as a result of the one who is working behind the scenes in order to see my downfall, implanting cruel words about me to him.

I wondered who that was and I was so scared to confront Alpha Adrian to know who it was and what the problem was.

An ominous feeling crept up as I shivered at the thought, the number of wolves who are waiting for my downfall in order to devour me outweighs the number of wolves who wanted to see Alpha Adrian genuinely happy.

I never knew how cheap I was in the eyes of the wolves until the present moment, I was a commodity that can only be bought, when I realized this, tears fell from my eyes.

I was ashamed to call the maid because there was no difference between the maids and I, the only difference was in our status and deep down with me, I knew that the status can be revoked.

With my head bowed to the ground, I walked towards the route to the palace, I had a gloomy countenance as I tried to recall the events that had been happening in my life lately.

There was a time when I was touring round the palace that I got to know that there were secrets entrances and hidden places, I was thrilled by the information but I never knew I was going to use such information soonest.

From afar, I sighted Alpha Adrian walking with his guards, I noticed he was coming towards my direction as I hid myself in one of the hidden entrance and stood still, in order to allow Alpha Adrian move on freely.

He moved from the place and I released the breath that I did not know I was holding. I chuckled at the thought that I was no longer free but like a bird tied to her cage looking for any slight opportunity to be free.

I was reminiscing about my life when I noticed that water was dripping off my face, I wiped my face off as I looked at the perpetrator of such acts. She looked at me trembling as she said

“So sorry” she apologized

I nodded my head and left the area not bothering to know the reason behind the smirk on her face, although it bothered me a lot as I pondered if it wash an intentional act or not an intentional act.

I left the palace and headed to the place where I felt free – The library.

Moving into the library I went to the history section, I never knew the reason, all I knew was that I needed to think deeply about my life and the next phase in which I wanted to move into.

I spent hours in the library doing nothing in particular, I never knew that dusk was fast approaching, I stood up and I forced a smile on my face as I stepped out into the library, going to my personal hell – The palace.

I entered the library and went to the chambers, the chambers which was very comfortable for me as the atmosphere felt right is now suffocating for me.

The thought of sleeping with the one that can kill me while I’m still sleeping is enough to to make me afraid, I shivered at the thought that I would not know how I died.

I did not know how to talk to Alpha Adrian that I was uncomfortable, that I would prefer to be in a separate room rather than being in the same room with him.

I would have preferred to stay in the maid’s quarters as I already had one among my maids who I trust and I would have felt comfortable if I stayed in the maid’s quarters because I would have been able to associate with people of like minds.Nôvel(D)ra/ma.Org exclusive © material.

The way I felt for Alpha Adrian was a little bit complicated. I felt a sharp pain in my stomach region as I held my stomach in a protective manner, the only good news that has come out of this is that I am carrying Alpha Adrian’s heir.

The atmosphere was becoming too suffocating for me as I went outside to receive fresh breeze. I could not be bothered by the look on the wolves faces at my appearance.

I pondered on how I am going to cope with this new phase of my life with my unborn child, dee down within me I knew that Lady Claire would be formulating wicked plans in her head in order to deal with me.

I never knew what Alpha Adrian had planned for me, I did not want to know because I have heard his tales on how he death ruthlessly against his enemies and those who tried to oppose him.

I did not know where I belonged in Alpha Adrian heart, if I was an enemy or not. In all this act I had a premonition that there was a master mind behind the scenes who was making sure the plans are laid out and executed.

I deeply wanted to know but I am only a lowly omega wolf and I do not know who I would go to, seeking for answers.

The experience of my former pack came rushing back to me as I broke down in tears. I noticed the wicked smile on Lady Claire’s face as she approached me, I knew I was in for trouble.