Getting It Off My Chest
Getting It Off My Chest
I didn’t even bother to reply to him as I tried to control the anger rapidly growing in my chest. To my
slight disappointment, my mood had not improved at all even when we arrived back at his place. There
were so many things going on at work and I also knew that it probably wasn’t the right time for me to
confront Ace about the disaster that unfolded at dinner; however, I felt like my entire chest might burst if
I continued to keep it in. Just when I made the decision to talk to Ace about it and to tell him honestly
how I felt, Ace’s phone started ringing.
It was quite late in the evening, and I had no idea who could be calling. Before I knew it, I had started
wishing that the one on the other end of the land wasn’t Elizabeth. Ace took our his phone and
answered the call in one swift motion. The stern look on his face told me that the call wasn’t from
Elizabeth or anyone looking for small talk in the evening to pass the time.
“Tell me about it…” Ace said in a serious tone.
Without looking my way, Ace turned and walked into his private office. The sound of the door closing
echoed softly, and I was left all alone in the living room. A loud sigh escaped from me as I started to
feel my pent up anger and frustration boiling over. The call came at a very bad time, and I missed my
opportunity to talk to Ace. Since the call seemed to be about work, I knew that he was doing the right
thing in answering him. However, that didn’t help calm the rage that seemed to be waging a war of its
own inside my head.
My head is going to explode…
I almost ran to the bathroom and into the shower to cool myself down literally by taking a shower using
cold water. I held in a cry as the cold water splashed down onto my hair and body from above. The cold
felt so refreshing to both my body and mind. I stood still under the water as I enjoyed the coldness of
the water splashing down onto my body from above.
Calm down, Rina…
A short while later when I stepped out of the bathroom wrapped up in a bathrobe, I was refreshed
enough and calm enough to at least not tremble with anger. At that point, I had no idea who I was
supposed to direct my anger at anymore. Should I direct my anger at Elizabeth for all the things that
she said to taunt me or should I direct my anger at Ace for letting all of that happen to me.
It was all for Ace’s sake that I didn’t just get up and leave. A part of me knew that I shouldn’t have to sit
there and take all that from her; however, a larger part of me didn’t want to make a scene or do
anything that would embarrass Ace. At the time, that was what felt like the best move to me. Looking
back, I wondered if there could have been a better solution out for all of us from that appalling situation.
“You showered?” Ace asked casually when he spotted me walk out of the shower.
“Yeah…” I replied softly.
“You look tired. You should dry your hair and go to bed,” Ace advised.
“Ace…” I quickly called his name before he could turn and walk away.
For a moment, I thought that Ace looked more tired than usual. It had been a long day for us and the
dinner that we just had made it feel all the more longer; however, it didn’t seem usual for Ace to look so
drained of energy. I wondered if something happened during the call just now that seemed to suck out Nôvel(D)rama.Org's content.
a lot of life from him. I felt my nails digging into the palms of my hands and realized that I was feeling
anxious as I searched for the courage to start the hard conversation that I had in mind with him. It might
not be the right time for this; however, it didn’t seem like I could get any sleep tonight or stay sane the
morning after if I didn’t get this ugly load off of my chest immediately.
“What?” he asked with raised eyebrows.
“Can we talk for a bit?” I asked before I would lose my nerve.
Ace seemed a little surprise at my request, but he seemed open enough to talk to me. He nodded his
head a few times before gesturing with his hand for me to follow him. I walked on my wobbly legs after
him as Ace led the way to the large sofa set in his living room. It seemed like he let the force of gravity
help him sink down onto the sofa. He breathed in a huge breath before letting it out in a sigh as he
rubbed the skin in between his brows.
“What did you want to talk about?” he asked patiently.
“The dinner just now, I didn’t know that Elizabeth would be joining us and Kyle as well…” I voiced my
first concern.
“Did that surprise you that much?” he asked in response.
“Yes, I was more than surprised. I didn’t think that we would ever have a dinner together like that,” I
replied honestly as I tried to keep my voice from shaking from anger.
“You’re right. I agree that the circumstances were…very strange…” Ace replied calmly.
I felt like this conversation of ours wasn’t going to go anywhere if I didn’t get more straight to the point.
It didn’t seem like the words exchange during dinner had much impact on Ace at all. Perhaps, the
whole event had already started slipping from his mind but that wasn’t the case for me at all.
“What did you think about the things that Elizabeth said to me over dinner?” I asked as I stared at him.
--To be continued…