His Soul & His Shame

"What are you guys doing in there!" Izzy's voice drawled out accusingly making my blood boil at the way she is trying to picture the situation.

"What does a girl and a boy do in a public toilet, Izzy?" I throw the words at her with the intention of making it clear that whatever she is planning in her head about Ezra and her are not going to happen. "Ummm...I didn't think..." I didn't let her finish and just held Ezra's hand smiling sweetly at her and left the washroom.

Joanna's mouth opened wide at our conjoined hands and her eyes wide with surprise and awe shining.

"That's my girlie!" She beamed at me getting up from her chair and engulfing me in a bear hug. I didn't know she was pining for Ezra and I.

"It's time you guys eventually held hands and showed each other off." Joanna beamed with happiness and pride like we are her children.

"Stop it, Joanna!" I grumbled, taking my place at the table and Ezra followed behind me and sat down still holding my hand tightly like he doesn't want to be away from me anymore.

"It doesn't mean anything, you know that right?" I bent towards him and whispered into his ear, deliberately lingering for a second more.

"Where did you get that thought from, baby girl?" Now his time to tease me while whispering and biting my ear slightly.

"I was just making a point, Ezra and that's it." I tried to free my hand from his but he didn't relent and even held it even more tightly making me grumble in annoyance and at the same time my stomach is having a party with butterflies and the whole damn zoo.

"Whatever baby girl but You are mine and that's all I know." This time he pulled me towards him and captured my lips with his in a searing and mind blowing way making me dizzy with his taste and onslaught.

"There are kids in here, guys. You two should get a room." Joanna's amused voice reached my ears, making us pull apart from the kiss.

Izzy is already sitting beside Joanna with a passive face looking at Ezra like he is a possession she lost.

I need to talk to her and let her know what I and Ezra have. I don't need to give her any explanation but still she is my friend and I need to stop whatever thoughts she is having about him. "Where is Daniel?" I asked, no one in particular.

"He is still sleeping." Izzy answered and I just nodded my head. Why did we become like this? Like strangers? We always talked like long lost sisters, always teasing each other and laughing like insane people but now everything has changed. She has changed.

My phone rang pulling me from my thoughts. Dad's name flashing on the screen.

"Who is it?" Ezra asked from beside me trying to peek into my phone. He is such a controller. I rolled my eyes at him and swiped to answer the call.

"Hello, Dad!" I hear mom and dad arguing about something and he didn't realize yet that I answered the call.

"Fay! Can you come home soon? I need to talk to you about something." He sounds nervous which is making me nervous.

Did something happen? Are they having any financial crisis and want to inform me about it? Or are they getting divorced?

My head is racing like a kilometer per second making my head ache suddenly.

"Okay, I will be there as soon as I can. Is everything alright?" I asked, wanting to make sure that they are not in trouble.

"Yes, everything is alright. Just come home and let's talk." I ended the call and stood up to leave. My head is on fire wanting to know what my dad wants to talk about.

"Where are you going, baby girl?" Ezra stood up too and started following me. I didn't say goodbye to Joanna, I turned around and waved at her and signaled that I will call her to which she waved back and showed me her thumbs up. "Dad called me and he wants to talk but I don't know what he wants to talk about." I was already out of the cafe and looking for a taxi to get me home.

"I will drop you, come!" He took my wrist and pulled me towards his car which is parked beside Joanna's car.

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"Thanks, Mr. Irwin." I playfully teased him to which a big grin appear on his handsome face.

"You are always welcome, Miss. Moore, into my pants." He will never change, my face got red with the way I am blushing by his crude words. We always teased each other but now it feels different to tease each other like this and I'm loving every second of it.Published by Nôv'elD/rama.Org.

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'No, thanks!" We buckled up in his car and he reversed the car from the parking lot and we were racing through the lanes towards my house.

"So, when are we meeting again?" Ezra asked, holding my hand in his and kissing my knuckles. His touches and kisses give me butterflies.

"I.. I don't know." I suttured like an Idiot making him chuckle. I Am feeling like a sixteen year old again blushing and stuttering in front of Ezra.

"I will pick you up at seven in the evening and wear something sexy." He winked at me and parked the car in front of my house.

"Okay, Mr. Irwin it's time to go. I will meet you in the evening." I turned to open the door and get down but he didn't let me and picked me up by my waist and made me sit on his lap.

I squealed with surprise like a pig and my arms went around his neck and i'm glued to Ezra's body.

"What the hell do you think you are doing?" I yelled, smacking his broad shoulder but the jerk was laughing at me.

"What do you think I am doing, baby girl." He held my neck and pulled my face towards him crashing his lips to mine and started kissing like his life depends on it.

I groaned at the taste of him and my hips automatically started grinding on him.

"You have become so naughty, baby girl." He commented in between the kiss, holding my hips and moving them in a rhythm.

"You made me like this, I will lose all my senses when it comes to you, Ezra. All I can see is you." Groaning, he jerked my head towards him and captured my lips once again kissing so fiercely and I can feel his emotions in this kiss.

I didn't know that Ezra was this expressive before but now he is expressing everything freely and I will have to do the same and stop protecting my heart and just jump into the madness of Ezra Irwin.

"I need to go, Ezra. Dad is waiting for me." I gasped at the way he made me grind on his bulge. If he continues it then i'm going to have an orgasm in the car and in front of my house.

"Okay, but we are going to finish what we started in the evening." He kissed me once again and helped me to get down from his lap.

I opened the car door and waved at him one last time before entering the house. I have a big silly grin on my face and I feel relieved that I made the decision to stop putting the walls around Ezra and give him a genuine chance and see where it will take us.

"Fay! Come sit down." Mom and dad are sitting on the couch with worried expressions and I totally forgot about the phone call and the talk.

"You guys wanted to talk?" Is everything okay?" I asked, sitting opposite to them. Worry gnawing at me from inside and all the wrong scenarios playing in my head.

"Darling! Everything is perfect. Your Dad just doesn't know how to talk." Mom held my hand and started rubbing circles on the back of my hand and I know it's a trick to calm me down and make me relax.

"What is it?" I asked again dreading the moment I had to hear something I don't want to.

"You know my boss Mr. Huston, right!" Dad asked and I nodded my head at him as I knew him from the parties dad took us to and he introduced us to him and he is such a nice man despite being rich.

"He has a son and we set up a date for you both and I'm so sorry it was so sudden and I couldn't say no to him." Dad blurted out, making me frown at the information he was uttering.

"What! Why!" I don't know what else to ask other than the basic questions as my mind was blown away by the news. I had imagined every bad thing in the world my dad wanted to talk about but I was not expecting this.

"I know, I didn't ask you first before agreeing but he didn't give me any choice and I am sorry." He has a guilty expression on his face and I don't want to see him like this.

"It's okay, Dad! I understand and you don't need to say sorry again and again. Where is the date going to be and when?" I asked hoping it's not today and not alone. Ezra is going to flip the town if he knows I am going on a date with

someone.

"There is a charity gala this evening and he will pick you up at seven'o' clock." Iam totally fucked up, what am I going to tell Ezra! He is going to throw a fit and will definitely bash Mr. Huston's son on the ground like a baby.

"Okay, Dad! I will be ready on time." I agreed in a small voice and walked towards my room dreading the phone call I'm going to have with Ezra. I hope he doesn't freak out much and understand that it's just for a formality and nothing more.