Chapter 180 Difficult to have children
Sansa Ran looked at the doctor with open eyes, her fair face pale from the loss of her child, her cheeks covered with beads of tears that had not yet dried.
She waited for the doctor to hesitate and look impatient. The heart is like a million ants crawling through, difficult to pull out a sentence: “Doctor, is there anything else that can not be said?”
The actual fact is, she has already lost a child, what else can’t she bear. The hand that reaches out and holds the bed sheet is tightly curled together, that fear, worry is outwardly revealed little by little.
The doctor looked at Sansa Ran’s pitiful appearance and looked at Charmaine Qiu with some heartache and some difficulty.
A sharpness flashed in her eyes, forcing the doctor to say the cruel words. The doctor, helpless, dropped her head slightly and said softly to Sansa Ran: “It may be difficult for you to conceive another child in the future.”
It’s hard to conceive a child …!
Sansa Ran’s mind was shaken by the news, and a force wanted to come out of her heart. She could not breathe, and her trembling lips were clenched by her teeth.
“Doctor, did you mean it seriously?” She tried desperately to restrain her emotions, but she still couldn’t help but let those tears flow, snapping and falling drop by drop onto the bed sheets, making them stand out.
Seeing his firm nod, Sansa Ran just felt her world was about to collapse, yesterday she was so content to follow Jeffrey’s story about the baby in her belly with gusto.
But today gave her a resounding slap in the face, so she woke up from her dream and realized how ridiculous she was, she couldn’t even protect her own child, she really didn’t deserve … to be a mother.
The doctor reached out his hand in pain, but then snapped it back and said comfortingly: “Don’t be too upset, there’s still a chance …” He knew that what he said at the moment would not make up for the trauma in Sansa Ran’s heart.
Sansa Ran stumbled out of the room, she really couldn’t accept the fact.
“Are you satisfied now?” The doctor pulled at the corners of his mouth with some bitterness, he regretted his approach somewhat, but the money was really moving him.
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The doctor looked at Charmaine Qiu’s hand on his shoulder, squinted at it and sighed helplessly. However Charmaine Qiu smiled and said, “I am very pleased with your performance, well done.”
Charmaine Qiu then stepped on her fine heels, walked out of the ward, and then assumed that little sisterly look again, with an anxious face, to look for Sansa Ran.
Her refrigerated smile is blooming little by little, Sansa Ran don’t blame me for being hard-hearted, it’s just that you touched someone who shouldn’t move.
Because Sansa Ran had just lost her baby, her body was still very weak. Therefore, her speed was not as fast as Charmaine Qiu’s, and she was caught up by Charmaine Qiu only at the stairway.
The moment Charmaine Qiu met Sansa Ran, she found her pale, feeble little face, not knowing whether it was tear stains or sweat, and her whole little face was wet.
Charmaine Qiu grabbed Sansa Ran’s arm and said with a heartfelt expression, “Sansa, don’t be impulsive, the doctor said it’s just a small possibility, it doesn’t mean it’s not there, I don’t think Dean Lan will mind. ”
Sansa Ran’s deflated body held on to the wall and watched Charmaine Qiu hitch up her hand, not wanting to convey her emotions to others despite the fact that she was still in pain. Strong showed a smile and said, “I am fine, don’t you worry.”
In fact, she didn’t want to hear Dean Lan’s name at all at this moment, but when she heard Charmaine Qiu say that he wouldn’t mind, she sneered in her heart: would he mind?
Charmaine Qiu saw her pretending that nothing was wrong and there was a fire in her heart, why could she always be so calm and easy, as if nothing had happened, no! She wanted to see her suffer.
“Sansa, listen to me and go back to the ward and get some rest, okay?” Charmaine Qiu blinked her eyes and begged Sansa Ran.
Sansa Ran’s eyes were confused, but the thought of her returning to that dreary, pure white ward would leave her breathless, and she would unconsciously think of the child who hadn’t had an accident yet …
So she refused and just smiled lightly: “I don’t think I can stay, I want to be discharged.”
Charmaine Qiu was a bit shocked, generally speaking Sansa Ran is very obedient to her own words, but now she is very determined to refuse, originally wanted to say something more, but thought since she does not want to, then forget it.
“Okay then, I’ll go with you.” Charmaine Qiu took Sansa Ran’s arm and helped her step into the elevator.
Sansa Ran did not refuse again, even though she did not want someone to follow her now, but Charmaine Qiu looked like that, she must be uneasy about herself, so let her follow.
When she reached the back garden of the hospital, Sansa Ran stopped letting Charmaine Qiu support her and walked aimlessly through the garden by herself. There were people wearing the same hospital gown as her, but they were perhaps different from herself.
I took my cell phone out of my pocket and dialed a number. Just before calling, I heard a milky voice: “Mommy ~ are you back?”
Hearing this, the armor that Sansa Ran had managed to build up was completely shattered again, and the hand holding the phone tightened up. After breathing for a while and feeling that there was nothing wrong, she opened her mouth and replied, “Mommy just misses you.”
But Jeffrey is an extremely sensitive child, as soon as he heard the choking in Sansa Ran’s tone, his face was a bit worried and he softly asked, “Mommy what’s wrong with you, is someone bullying you?”
“No, it’s not!” Sansa Ran replied hastily, not wanting to worry her son. But her hasty reply also made Bernie Bai, who was beside Jeffrey, sense that something was not right.
At this time, Charmaine Qiu beside Sansa Ran said in a light voice: “Sansa, I think this will be known by Jeffrey sooner or later, it is better to say before it is too late.”
Sansa Ran heard it, thought for a while, and nodded with a drifting expression. Still controlling his emotions, he hesitated for a long time and finally said to the person on the phone, “Mommy is in the hospital.”
“Mommy, are you okay? Is it serious, is there something wrong with the little baby?” Jeffrey called out in a panic, and Sansa Ran listened to the voices on the phone and knew they must be heading this way.
Jeffrey said the key in one word and Sansa Ran had some difficulty in getting used to it and said softly, “Come here and I’ll talk to you, okay?”
Then she hung up the phone, looked up at the sky, and exited in a quiet voice: “You go first, I want to be alone for a while.”