Hatred With Benefits

S E V E N T E E N

EVA.

"The fuck is wrong with you?" He bellows as he moves to his feet and I take my eyes from his lower

body to his face covered with an angry expression.

"You were cuddling me. " I complain as I extend my hand to grab my sweater from the carpet when

Emerson's gaze gets too overbearing.

"Cuddling you?" He scoffs as I throw the material over my head and raise to my feet with a smirk

covering my face. "Yes, Ford. You had your arms wrapped around me and your head on my chest.

What the fuck do you think I was gonna do? Let you stay there?"

"I wasn't cuddling you. " He argues, moving towards me to grab his shirt. "Even if I was. We just had

sex, Carson. You think a cuddle means anything compared to sex?"

"A cuddle is intimate and intimacy is the last thing I want to have with you. " I tell him, and he cocks his

head, his famous smirk appearing on his face. "And why's that? Afraid you'll break the rule and fall

faster than I predicted?"

I shake my head and grab my phone from the table. Lifting my head to him, I say, "It's because the

thought of my skin against yours sicken me. "

Emerson laughs. "I take it as me fucking you disgusts you then?"

"It does. " I confirm with a nod and Emerson finally throws his shirt over his head. Smoothing his hands

down the material, he moves closer to me. "For something that disgusts you, you sure as hell scream

too much for more. I would have thought you actually loved it. " I don't miss the mockery in his voice

and I clench my jaw in response.

Before I can speak again, the vibration of his phone interrupts me and Emerson looks to the device. My

eyes follow his and I take in a breath at the sight of the name across the screen: Paige.

Emerson shifts his gaze back to me and gives me a dismissive wave before turning his attention back

to the ringing phone.

"Hey. " He speaks as he takes the call and throws his trousers over his shoulder, walking past me to his

room and I let out a sigh, falling back on the couch.

I take my eyes to my phone and there are three new text notifications.

My heart races in my chest at the text from my mom and I gnaw at my lips as I open the message, her

words staring back at me from across the screen.

MOTHER: I just wanted to make sure you're alright, Eva. The time is drawing near and I know how you

get during those times. I want you to know that you always have me and your father by your side. You

never have to deal with it alone, Eva. Love you always, mom.

Sadness engulfs me at her words and I inhale a sharp breath. I do know it's near and I've been

successfully distracting myself with things around me. Trying to stop those all too familiar dark thoughts

from creeping in, trying to break free from the pain that consumes my heart and trying not to go down

the path everyone is afraid I would, but in the end, there's only an amount of time I can escape from it

all.

My phone vibrates next to me, bringing me out of my thoughts and I take a thick breath before lifting it

to my gaze to see Aliya's name across my screen.

"Aliya. " I say as I press the mobile to my ear and there's a loud noise in the background. I frown and

move the phone from my ear when there's no response, making sure she's still on the line before

clutching it to my ear again. "Are you there?"

"Yeah, " her almost breathless voice says.

"What are you doing?"

"Trying to call you. Oh, Goddamn! Fuck off!"

When I realize she's out somewhere, I stay silent and let her get to a less crowded place before

speaking again.

"Where the fuck have you been? I left messages, and you never responded. " Aliya snaps, her voice

loud and clear this time.

"Sorry, um–" I rake my brain for a reasonable excuse other than the unspeakable truth. "I didn't realize.

I left my phone in the living room. Where are you? Is something wrong?"

"No, " she answers. "Everything is fine. I just got worried because you weren't responding and that's

unlike you. "

I smile and sink back into the couch. "I'm fine, Aliya. "

"Good, because I'm in some deep fucking shit right now. " Her troubled voice comes from the other end

and I draw my brows together. "What do you mean? I thought you said everything is fine?"

"Nothing is fine, Eva. I'm fucking freaking out. I don't know what the fuck I'm supposed to do. I mean, I

do know what I'm to do but I don't know– I can't. " She rushes her words, her heavy pants discernible. C0ntent © 2024 (N/ô)velDrama.Org.

"You need to calm down and fill me in, Lia. " I say softly and she hums, taking several breaths before

she speaks again. "Okay, so I kind of bumped into Sage. It was fucking awkward but we played it off

and she wanted me to tag along with her friends. "

"And you did?" I ask.

"Of course, I did, Evie. I wasn't going to miss an opportunity to have a go at it again. "

I roll my eyes. "I'm glad to know you aren't in any deep trouble. "

Aliya laughs. "Shut up, bitch. Anyway, I followed them to a restaurant and everything was going well

until Sage followed me to the restroom. It was sudden: she pushed me into the –"

"I don't think I want the details of how you had your tongue down her throat, Aliya. " I groan, silencing

the rest of her words.

"Will you just fucking listen?" She hisses and I roll my eyes. "Just get to the point. "

"She showed up. " Her voice is small and the words are almost inaudible.

"Who?" I ask and Aliya sighs. "Her, Eva. The girl I've been searching for showed up when I had my

mouth on another's. "

"Does she want to talk?"

"I don't know. " She says, another sigh following her words. "I didn't stay long enough to find out. I left. "

"Why? Because you were with Sage?" I laugh and I know Aliya will throw me glare at that if she were

right beside me.

"I don't think so. I guess I just kind of panicked. "

"Are you still interested in her?" I ask her and there are seconds of silence before she speaks again. "I

am. "

"Then you should speak to her. " I tell her.

"What if she isn't interested in me?" I don't fail to notice the worry in her voice and I smile. "You'll never

know that until you speak to her. You'll be lucky if you find her where you left her. " I laugh.

"Fuck off, but thank you, bitch. I'll text you later. " Aliya's annoyed voice booms through the phone and I

chuckle before moving the phone from my ear.

My phone beeps again and I frown at the new text notification from an unknown number.

UNKNOWN: You up for tonight?

I instantly know it's Dan and my fingers hover over the keypad as I attempt to type back a reply.

I just had sex with Ford. Is the next thing I want to do truly hang out with a new guy?

I turn my head at the sound of footsteps to see Emerson dressed in his infamous blackness, twirling a

key around his finger.

"I don't see your car. " I say when he meets my eyes and he smirks. "And what business could you

possibly have with my car?"

"I was hoping you crashed it. " I match his smirk with mine and he laughs, moving closer to me. "It's

with a friend and I'm going to get it. Are you sure you can stay that long without me?"

"Go to hell, Ford and never return. " I tell him, throwing him my middle finger and his smirks grows

wider. "Me and you both, Carson. Me and you both. " With a wink, he walks towards the exit and just

before he makes it through the door, he retrieves his phone from his back pocket at the sound of the

buzz.

"I'm on my way, Paige. " They are the last words I catch before he moves out of my sight and I swallow

the bitter lump growing in my throat.

Shifting my gaze back to the phone in hand, I type back a reply.

ME: Absolutely. Where are we going?