CHAPTER 10
ALPHA ROBIN'S POV
"But I don't want to go, Harry. Please don't make me go. I hate that she is igniting something in me that I really want to forget. I don't want to be in love. You remember what happened the last time round, right?" I asked Harry but he didn't seem to care. He was already distracted, he was jumping up and down impatiently waiting to go and see her.
"It's already too late for that, we love her, we enjoy her company. You might go ahead and deny it but that is just the fact," Harry said and I knew that arguing with him would not bear any fruits. I just had to listen to him and do what he wanted me to do.
I got out of my quarters, the moon was shining so brightly and as I descended the stairs, I couldn't help but look around for her. I wanted to see her. I wanted to see her ocean blue eyes and how innocent she looked when she talked. I could smell her scent and it drove me crazy,making me quicken my pace to where she was seated, waiting for me.
I saw the effort that she had made for me. Her hair was more than perfect, her makeup was on point.She had worn a short skirt that exposed her beautiful legs. It was so cold outside and I couldn't help but feel somehow sorry for her. She is really doing too much for a guy like me. We would never be together, I was not going to allow it. This is my mantra to stay on top and just because she was so pretty doesn't mean that I am going to throw my entire life and hard work away and start chasing after her. This was my time to start making smart decisions.
ANITA'S POV
The cold intensified, I was literally shivering but that was not a good enough cue for me to leave. I had a strong instinct, actually this was Serah trying to tell me to sit and wait because he was going to come.
I wanted to see him again, I wanted to smell him, I wanted to see the evil smirk on his lips every time that he scolded me yet he was just trying to mask what he was feeling on the inside.
I wanted him to know that with him, he never needed to pretend to be someone else. I knew his condition but I was going to love him regardless. We will look for a remedy together. I had really fallen so hard for him and now nothing could ever stop me from pursuing that spark that I felt. I wanted to believe that the feeling was mutual, there was no way that this could be a one sided thing. If it was, then what I was feeling could not be this strong.
"I told you that he was going to come," Serah told me and I could smell him, his scent became stronger and stronger and turning around, I saw his handsome face under the bright moon light.
"Your honour,” I bowed as he came close to me.
"What is wrong with you? Why can't you observe simple instructions? I told you not to be leaving your room at night." He warned.
"How about you have a seat first, I want us to talk.I was unable to sleep because of you and I just figured that we should talk," I said, my voice shaking out of fear but I was glad that I had put the point across. I was losing my mind, I wanted to explain what I was feeling to him and maybe when I do that is when I will actually feel better.
"Do you know who you are talking to? Who tells you that I am going to take commands from you?" He said without flinching and suddenly I started getting scared. This was a bad idea, what if it doesn't end up with a happily ever after as I really wanted it to. From his tone, I could tell that he was not only angry but disappointed in me.
"I am so sorry sir. I didn't mean to piss you off," I said, fighting the tears that had formed at the slit ends of my eyes. It would really hurt me a lot if I complicate the issues between us, I really didn't want that to happen. I wanted us to be close. He looked at me and I knew that this was the moment of truth, he was just going to leave me alone, crushing my ego completely. This really got to me. I looked away fighting the tears as I waited for his reaction but instead of leaving, he actually took a seat next to me.Copyright Nôv/el/Dra/ma.Org.
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"You have five minutes to tell me why you refused to obey my orders and you chose to be out here alone, by yourself." He mentioned and I knew that this was the time to tell him how madly in love I was with him, I could not help it. "Alpha Robin, I know that you have probably heard this from so many women in the pack but allow me to say it. Alpha Robin, you ignite something in me, something special that I cannot explain. I wasn't able to fall asleep because I kept on thinking of the possibility of us being together. I know that you are scared of falling in love but trust you me, I am not going to judge you, I am going to love you regardless of everything," I told him this and it felt nice to be open to him and to let this out of my chest.
My heart started racing in my chest and my hands become sweaty as I looked into his eyes and awaited his answer. I wanted to know what it was that he felt towards me.
I was really crossing my fingers and hoping that the feeling was mutual because this will end up being those one kind of love stories. With him I would be everything, powerful yet wild. I would love him to death. I would never allow anything to come between us, that is how strong my love towards him is and I was glad that I told him all about it.