Cruel World

Chapter 25: chap24

Theo

After eating dinner in their mother room. Theo felt happy for a moment the way the atmosphere was changed into a happy one. Roma and Tom were fussing over Lisa to eat this and that as it's good for the baby but deep down he can't have more than four bites of his food he was still keen to check what Sarah and Ava are doing.

Today was a very hectic and difficult day for him and for Sarah too...not only the shopping tired him and Sarah but after what emotional torture they had to go through was another story.

After dinner, he excuse and went to his wing...he felt Tom presence and stop 'Tom I'm quite tired if you don't mind we can talk about business later'

Tom shakes his head 'Hmm actually I'm here to ask you about Ava...i didn't ask you there because of mom...but is she ok' Tom asked with concern

Theo was touched but he doesn't show it 'Yeah..doctor has checked her she is fine'

Tom awkwardly scratch his head 'Look, Theo, I feel guilty that have made you agree you marry Sarah and after all this time I saw you how it affects you ...but nowhere I ever indicated that I don't care for Ava she is your daughter and I can understand if you love her and felt protective for her there is no issue and I get it you are hiding this from mom ..

But Theo stops Tom 'Tom ... I m not blaming you for anything...and I have told you I can't love anyone who even has anything to do with Blake family.... I can't face Tina when I die...so I can't do this' Theo said with regret

With that Theo went to his room and there he found the bedroom side to be empty then..He looks at the sitting here where Ava crib was placed..Sarah was not even there...he stop to check Ava..It's not

like he will pick her.It's general curiosity...he check Ava was sleeping where a bandage was placed on her left eyebrow. He saw Ava's fist was in her mouth and she was sucking it, she looks so cute and adorable. He smiled at her. But stop when he realized what he is doing..

He walked away to change...he found his clothes like always iron the vanity chair and when he opened his bathroom he saw Sarah...who just looks like she took a shower...she has covered her body with the towel and was applying the ointment on her bruises. Theo flinched when he saw the red angry mark on her face, because of him and he doesn't like it. Sarah realized someone enters the bathroom and she gasped and turned around hurriedly that made her lose control of her towel but manage to wrap it on time. Sarah body was flushed because of a shower or maybe she was shy that she was almost naked. Theo used that to his advantage and follow his plan.

Theo grabs his shirt and remove it and say 'Did you eat' he said very casually like it's very normal for them to get naked outside the bedroom.

Sarah was covering her body...she is always insecure about her body even he knows every single detail of her body precisely...what who can blame her Theo always throw an insult and degrading remarks about her body that made Sarah believe she was ugly which was not truth but Theo had made her believe that...Sarah meekly replied 'Yeah...I did...I was waiting in the dining room butler told me that everyone had dinner in Mrs grey room...so I eat here... I hope it's ok ... I don't want to leave Ava alone' Copyright by Nôv/elDrama.Org.

Theo can see her struggle that eating here will put her in trouble 'It's fine...you can eat anywhere' Sarah raised her eyebrow in shocked but then composed it on time

Theo walks towards her and she walks backwards...Theo was enjoying this and put his hand on her shoulder.Sarah tighten her hold on the towel and breath loudly...Theo lean down and said on her ear 'If you have done then I need to brush and take a shower or If you want to stay then still no problem..'Theo smirked ...Sarah was ten shade red 'No..no I'm sorry I was in your way..I'm going'

Theo chuckle when he saw her running ...When Theo was done from bathroom duties.

He comes back to the bedroom and saw his wife laying on her side...Theo gets turn on when he saw Sarah smooth leg that was out of the blanket...Theo doesn't bother to wear the shirt and he was only wearing his pajama and went directly to bed to overcome the lust he had for his wife...he knew today was a tough day for her as she was emotionally disturbed but nowhere he told himself to be kind he is selfish bastard after all.

Theo put his hand on Sarah's legs and turn her on her back...Sarah was sleeping but wake up suddenly and flinched...Theo kissed Sarah delicate neck and work on removing her dress. Sarah was too tired and she was not in the mood but she never had the option...and it's all about him, not her...'Oh god Sarah' Theo moans when he plays with her breast...he was not looking at her face.

Sarah thought why he should look at her ugly face he wants a release from her body why waste his time looking at her face.

Theo was so involved in foreplay that he did not realize he enters her very roughly and Sarah was not ready enough. Sarah made a painful sound...she wanted to enjoy but she can't after Theo hit her it brought back some painful memories and then she saw her daughter laying on blood that made her wanted to choke...Theo was in his own pleasure land and do not realize he was hurting her...he was rough with her and Sarah can't control herself she cries loudly and say it 'stop it stop it' she sobs softly but Theo had his release after few thrust and drops on her but Sarah keep whispering 'stop it..stop it plz..'

Theo winces when he heard Sarah cries and her plea. He was feeling ashamed he was so involved in his own pleasure he forget about her and also took out his frustration on her....he saw Sarah face covered with tears 'Sarah ...'Theo don't know what to say anymore he was speechless..he wanted her to trust him but all day he is doing a poor job...Sarah shakes her head and cries 'Sarah tell me what's wrong'

Sarah was sobbing 'I can't do this , it hurts, it hurts more when I keep seeing Ava lying on the floor and she was bleeding ... I was so scared Theo...So scared' Then Sarah realized she took his name loud 'I mean sir I'm sorry I took your name'

Theo was still laying above her and looking at her raw emotions that she shared with him freely made him clam her 'It's ok..Sarah...Look it me...Ava is alright I told you she is fine..Doctor checked her and nothing will happen to her I promise' He cup his cheeks with his hand.

Sarah was touched and confused by Theo assurance and the way Theo was looking at her lips like he wanted to kiss her badly made her aroused.

She wet her lips and then Theo can't stop himself and kissed her like he wanted to do for last 2 years of his marriage. Sarah was never kissed will she was but those were innocent teenage kisses but never by her husband and she was amazed what a good kisser Theo is.

He was doing a thing with his tongue that made her crazy...she moans and he kissed her this time more passionately.

Then the moment break Theo looked Sarah in shocked what the fuck he did...he made a promise that he will never kiss her he will only use her body but not her lips and now she made him lose his promise..he was getting angry by that thought when Sarah jumped and hugged him by putting her small hands on his neck and hold him tight.

Theo was tense as fuck but then Sarah said 'thank you...that ... I was never kissed like that...and I'm also grateful what you did for Ava today...but I must apologize the way I talk back to your mother... I hope you forgive me ' When Sarah breaks the hug ...Theo can see the true emotions in her eyes...he felt his anger to evaporate with her words...what she is doing to him..he just nodes but then he realized Sarah needs affection and a little support that made her open up...all the time when he was taking her

to shop and doing other stuff she was still the Sarah he had formed her the way but not this Sarah who with one kiss become so open and trusting.

Theo doesn't know what he was thinking but he put his hand on the midsection of Sarah and try to give her pleasure ...Sarah closed her eyes and she moans softly and bites her lips...Theo one more time kissed her lips softly ..and then moves her body upward that touch his groin and he moans too, that was a signal he needed he get inside her once more time when she was ready and enjoying it a lot.

when they both were finished...Theo eyes were closed and were breathing loudly...Fuck that was intense..then he felt light fingers on his chest and then he saw Sarah had put her head on his chest and was holding him...It was the first time Sarah approach him like that.

Is his plan is working? But why the hell he is enjoying that. He doesn't want to feel like that...he should never listen to Tom...what mess he is in now...but all his thinking never give him the courage to remove Sarah from his body...he sighs and closed his eyes...one night..that's all one night he is giving to her.