Chapter 23
” Marvy?? ” Mom called again when she couldn’t hear me say a thing.
” Mom, bye. I have to go now ” I rushed my words, hanging up immediately.
I let out a sigh and landed on my bed. I’m really stressed out. Tyler hates me now and there’s no hint that he might ever like me not to talk of accepting this baby in me.
It’s best I really leave with my baby or I don’t really know what to do. All these are giving me headaches and at this point, I might die.
I can’t even seem to understand any teachings again, I can’t think straight anymore. I’m too young for this. I might suddenly go crazy at this point. I’m tired and scared. I might lose it at this point.
I’m really tired, I don’t think I can handle this anymore. Having a baby inside of me alone is stressing me and Tyler joined together is like a trauma to me.
I would just stay here till I birth my baby and then leave with her. I don’t care if Tyler wants the baby or not. I will have no choice than to be a single mom, I don’t really have the strength trying to make a guy love me.
I sighed before realizing I had traces of tears on my face. I wiped them off and laid on my bed. I shut my eyes and then opened it again and began staring at the ceiling. I kept on with this until after minutes, my eyes shut itself.
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” Mom, I’m sorry ” My 5 year old little Amelia cried. ” Come on it’s fine. It’s partially my fault. Do not worry baby, I’ll protect you and take care of you without a father. I promise ” 24 years old me said to my baby but she didn’t stop the tears.
” I’m sorry mommy. I love you ” She said, hiccuping in tears. ” Amelia, it’s fine. Stop the tears ” I said almost with a teary face as I grabbed her to me. ” Don’t cry baby, it will be fine. I’m okay without your daddy. I promise ” I pleaded with her, hugging her tightly to myself.
” Mommy, promise me that you will be fine ” I pleaded with my cute baby face as I wiped her tears with my thumb.Content provided by NôvelDrama.Org.
” I promise baby. I promise ” I replied, hugging her to myself again. ” Mom I want a daddy too ” She suddenly said and I broke the hug slowly.
” Why?, I will take care of you. I promise ” I said convincingly. ” I want a daddy mommy. I want one please ” Amelia said again in tears. ” Gosh. Amelia! Come on, you’re okay with me. You don’t need a dad ” I scolded gently.
” Other kids have a dad!, I want one!! ” She said, bursting into another round of tears.
” Amelia! Come on. You have me. You don’t need a dad ” I pleaded but my baby wasn’t ready to buy that.
She moved away from me and on her feet, she ran away up to the stairs and straight to her room.
I let out a sad sigh as uncontrollably tears streamed down my cheeks. ” Your dad doesn’t want you dear. He doesn’t want us ” I cried bitterly.
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I flashed my eyes open out of the sad dream of mine touching my hurting chest. I was feeling intense pain and it was emerging from my chest, I don’t know which part of it but it was hurting me seriously.
I groaned loudly in pain as uncontrollably tears rushed out of my eyes. I couldn’t say a word no matter how much I tried. My chest was hurting so bad.
” Stop!, Just stop! ” I hit my chest continuously as I kept wriggling in pain on my bed. The tears too wouldn’t stop.
I crawled down from the bed and over to the door, my hands still held tightly on my chest. I tried to get my hands to the door knob but couldn’t. My eyes were becoming blurry and the pains on my chest doubled intensely. I was finally able to get my hands on the door knob and I struggled so hard to twist it open. I finally did and in the process slumped on the floor and I blacked out.
*** Writer’s Pov ***
” She confirmed that? ” Brian asked unbelievably and Tyler nodded again. Cole who had been quiet all through, kept on sipping his drink. ” So you told her to leave!? ” Brian asked again and Tyler nodded again. They were at a mini clubhouse close to Tyler’s house.
” Isn’t that a bit harsh? ” Brian asked and Tyler let our a scoff. ” Who cares?, She’s just one of those bi*tch who would go any length to get what they want. I hate her, if only she’s aware of how much hatred I have for her right now, she would give up ” Tyler said angrily, hatred glaring on his face as he said those words.
” But it might be her mom’s fault. She might be trying to force her on you ” Brian said instead but Tyler shook his head.
” No, It’s always glaring on her face that she wants me. She’s just a bit*ch or one freak who’s crazy over me. It’s just weird that I had never met her before except the day she came into my home with her mom ” Tyler replied with a smirk playing on his lips.
” What’s with the smirk? ” Bryan asked looking at him weirdly. ” If only she had asked nicely at first, I might give her what she wants ” He said still wearing that flirty smirk on.
” Get married to her? ” Bryan asked confusedly and Tyler scoffed.
” My di*ck. I’ld give her that if she’ld ask for it ” He said and Cole let out a scoff while Brian rolled his eyes. ” Let’s talk real now, what you gon’ do? ” Brian asked.
” Make her leave ” Tyler muttered, sipping from his drink with a smirk playing on his face.
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