Bellissima

Bella’s POV

“Are you sure that we will get the pills at this time?”

I asked worried. We are outside the city and i doubt that stores will be open at this time, it’s almost 2 am.

Alex is driving to the nearest pharmacy so we can get the birth control pills for me.

I looked at him cautiously, he was so mad at himself for not being careful. I was scared that he might lash out on me too but he apologized to me which was really nice.

“We have to try…”

He replied speeding up the car.

To be honest I don’t mind getting pregnant, i love babies and i have experience of taking care of my siblings too. Kids are so innocent and adorable, i want have children too but it’s too soon. I am still in college and we aren’t even married. I need to focus on my career and our relationship before we bring new life in the world.

I sighed in relief when pharmacy came to my view, roads are deserted as expected. It’s dark outside and no one is out.

“Wait inside… I’ll get it for you…”

He said and got out.

I sat there thinking what if I get pregnant. How will Alex react. He looked really disturbed when he realized that we didn’t use protection. For a second unfamiliar feeling coiled around my stomach. Does he wants children or not, now i realized that we haven’t talked about having children.

What if he doesn’t want them.

It made me restless. I don’t know what’s happening but bile rouse in my throat.

I quickly got out of the car and rushed to the side of the road but nothing came out. It was just a feeling.

What the fuck is happening?

“Bella? What happened”

Alex quickly came behind me. His warm hand rested on my back soothingly.

“I don’t know may be because of the food or may be it’s because of panic…”

I took the water bottle from him.

“Take the pill…”

He handed it to me.

I took it from him but suddenly darkness gathered in front of my eyes.

“Bella!”

Alex quickly grabbed my arm, pill slipped from my hand.

“Alex i am not feeling well”

I mumbled.

“I think i am going to faint…”

He cursed and picked me up. Things were blur for me don’t know for how long but my vision got cleared when I was standing in front of the hospital.

Alex placed me down on the hospital bed. Hospital was almost empty. May be because we are away from the city or may be because it’s late night.

“Stay here, I’ll talk to the doctor.”

Alex patted my head with worried face and left.

God! I hate hospitals. So boring and scary. It reminds me of haunted movies. Can’t even imagine how many people would have died here.

“Hello Bella…”

One mid age woman walked in with warm smile in doctors coat.

“I’ll be consulting you tonight… Please lay down for me.”

She seems friendly. Thank God! Rude doctor is the last thing I want right now.

This night was supposed to be romantic and i fucked it up.

“Alex?”

I asked not finding him anywhere near me.

“I requested him to wait inside so i can do check up without interruptions…”

She smiled.

“The way he was worried, it looked like if it’s possible he will treat you by himself… You got a caring man”

Her stethoscope touched my chest.

I blushed at her words.

“Yes, he is really sweet…”

“Really?”

She raised her eyebrows amusement.

“My staff experienced exactly opposite.”

I chuckled.

“He can be unbearable sometimes.”

“So tell me what happened to you?”

She asked removing stethoscope from her ears.

I told her everything and she was nodding in understanding.

“Okay, don’t worry… We’ll do some quick checkups and you will be free to go…”

She gave me small cup and asked for my urine.

I followed her instructions but it was making me nervous. But i am really grateful that she is making comfortable, she even congratulated me after noticing the ring on my finger.

Alex came inside two times saying what’s taking too long but She didn’t let him stop her work. He is waiting outside impatiently.

I am also waiting for the green signal so we can go back.

“Bella…”

She sat in front of me on the chair.

“I don’t know how you are going to take it but may be it’s a good news for you… I don’t want to assume okay, don’t mind me…”Content rights by NôvelDr//ama.Org.

She is doing nothing but making me nervous.

“What is it?”

“Bella you are pregnant”

She disclosed.

I froze for a moment.

Bella you are pregnant.

Her words rang in my mind. Fuck! I don’t know how to react on it.

My collage, career… Alex’s reaction. Everything clashed in my mind.

She must have realized my dilemma.

“It’s okay… It happens…”

She grabbed my hand ensuring.

“But we were using protection… And it’s just tonight that we forgot and i don’t think i can get pregnant so quickly…”

I spoke my doubts.

“Precautions can fail sometimes…”

Her words twisted my stomach in knows.

“We did sonography… It’s been almost four weeks… It’s not because of whatever you did today…”

She said.

“Should I call your finance… You might need him.”

I don’t know how Alex will react. If i am shocked like this then he will definitely freak out.

“No! Don’t call him”

I said quickly and she looked at me confused.

“I want to surprise him… He will be very happy…”

I reasoned and she nodded.

“That’s nice… Are you okay now?…”

She asked and i nodded.

She walked out with me.

“She is fine Mr. Marino… It was just because of stress… She will be fine…”

Alex sighed in relief.

“Thanks Doctor…”

She gave him nod and smiled at me.

“Take care Bella… You have my number, call me if you need help… Okay”

“Thank you so much…”

I smiled back.

She left and i looked at Alex.

“I was so worried…”

He kissed my forehead.

“Thank God you are not pregnant… That’s the last thing I want to happen.”

He said and ground beneath my feet slipped away.

He doesn’t want the baby.