ALWAYS AND FOREVER

Kathy’s Pov

I woke up to strong pain, my whole lower abdomen hurt, I looked around the room for Pearl, she wasn’t there, where could she have even, I saw her before I went to sleep, fearing for her safety, I tried to get up but the pain was getting out of hand, my whole lower abdomen hurt and my baby was in distress, I tried to shout and call for help but I couldn’t get much out as I was weak from struggling with Ginna last night, she had come after they both left after talking to Cross and had tried to force me to drink whatever she was giving e, I didn’t know what it was but I knew what she was doing, I figured it out, she didn’t have a problem with me but my baby, she was trying to kill my baby, I couldn’t let her do that even though she had succeeded in giving some of that stuff again.

I looked around the room wishing for a miracle to come by.

“You are awake?”

Louis said entering the room, he didn’t look happy or anything like he was after the call with Cross, maybe he and Ginna fought again, it was clear to me they had conflicted feelings and were not agreeing with a lot of things.

“I am in so much pain, can you help me?”

I cried, my voice weak.

“I can’t, that bitch is crazy and out of her mind, she almost killed Pearl, she is a madwoman,”

He said and I realized he was scared, he liked sacred out of his wilt.

“What’s going on Louis? What’s happened to Pearl? Where is she?”

I asked in a panic

“She is fine okay, I didn’t let her do it but she is in a bad stay, I don’t want a hand in any of this anymore, this has gone far beyond me, I can’t take this anymore, heck now I don’t even want the money anymore, I don’t do this, I don’t kill people, I don’t share blood, I am not as bad as that but she is out for blood,”

He wasn’t talking to me at this rate but to himself, he was fighting with himself and I took the opportunity.

“Let me go, let Pearl and I go and you can meld this, it not too late yet,”

I said calmly, as calmly as the pain could let me, I couldn’t even move any part of my body without feeling a rush of pain, it was like a cramp but a deeper and more painful kind of cramp, I want in labor, it couldn’t be that I was still too early, way too early to be in labor, it was that stuff she gave me to drink that was causing this.

“I can’t do that, she is going to kill me, I don’t want to die for anyone, this wasn’t even what I planned, all I wanted was the money, I didn’t sign up for this, I didn’t know this was what she had in mind, she is crazy, I should get out of here but I need the money, your husband is on his way already, once I get the money, I am out, I am not coming back here, I will just tell him where to find you, I just wanted you to know that I don’t have a hand in killing your kid, it all your husband’s family,”

He said getting up.

“Please don’t leave me here, please,”

I pleaded but he didn’t listen, he was gone a moment later leaving me on my own, the pain reduced a little but I still felt uncomfortable, I needed to get out of here on my own, I couldn’t stay here any longer, I slowly got up and walked to the door hoping that it would be open and it was, it was as if he silently said I should leave if I could, I opened the door and ran out, as much as my strength could carry me, however, when I got to the front door, it was locked, I realized he didn’t leave the door open for me to leave but he must have left it open because he knew I couldn’t leave, I tried opening the door but it wasn’t moving, I looked around, hoping to find something to open the door or another way out but nothing, no other way out, nothing could get the door open.

“Bitch, did you really think you can escape?”

Ginna asked coming at me in anger, when she got to where I stood half bent in pain and helpless, she slapped me twice, dragging me to the room despite my pleads for her to be gentle, she didn’t take me back to the room I came out from but to another room, a much bigger one, she pushed me into a chair, have me another slap, I couldn’t fight back even if I wanted to, I didn’t have strength, I couldn’t do a thing.

“He is on the way to get you but I have to make sure the job is complete, you are not going to birth this child, no, I am going to watch you losing it and I am going to enjoy every moment of it, let’s get this party started,”

She said and slapped me on the face, again, then punch me on my tummy, the pain that shot through me made me roar wanting to just die and end it all.

“What do you hope to achieve from this Ginna? From killing my child? What did my child ever do to you? How can you be this heartless,”

I yelled, as another round of pain came pushing back down on my knees, I could feel myself losing my baby every moment and there was nothing I could do about it, I felt hopeless and helpless.

“I lost everything, it’s only ideal that you do too since you are the cause of my every problem, Cross was my pass to a better life, I was going to marry him and get enough money from him but you ruined that and then I find out that you guys got married? After everything? I had a goal coming to New York, yes I deviated a little thinking I will get him back since he still had feelings for me but you ruined that too, you can never be happy, no way,”

She said each of those words while still pouring whatever awful chemicals it was that she was pouring, the stuff was helping my course either, I looked down and saw that I was bleeding.

“Oh God, no, please no,”

I cried begging God to keep my baby, I couldn’t stand losing my child, I just couldn’t, why can’t they find me already? Ginna burst out laughing, she was satisfied with whatever she was doing.

“Yes, finally, it is happening, yes, yes, yes,”

She said happily dancing, I felt hot tears fall out of my eyes as the pain increased even more.

“Somebody help me please,”

I yelled, begging the universe to be on my side for once and save my baby.

“Katherine?”

I heard Cross’s voice, he was here, he finally found me.

“Cross,”

I cried, he was in a few moments later, the first thing he did was run to a knee beside me.

“Cross my baby, I am going to lose the baby,”All text © NôvelD(r)a'ma.Org.

I cried out, feeling her slowly going away, the most painful part was I couldn’t even do anything to stop it.

“Katherine, why what’s happening? Why is there so much blood?”

He asked, he was confused too, Ginna’s evil laugh got him turning around, I held onto him, willing him to help get me to the hospital instead.

“Cross, please, save my baby, please,”

I pleaded, she responded and carried me up, but then Ginna ran to the door and locked it before Cross could get to it, she smiled and threw the key out of the window, I knew then that it would be too late and I was going to end up losing my child, Cross, on the other hand, dropped me back down and tried to open the door while cursing at Ginna who just stood there laughing out, I felt trapped in the pain but what was going through much more pain was my heart, the pain of losing my child, of never getting to meet her and show her just how much I love and adore her.

“All these won’t have happened if you had just chosen me, no one again you choose her over me, and I couldn’t sit and do nothing if she was going to be happy while I am not then I had to do something to make sure she felt just as much pain that I did when I lost my own child because of her,”

“What the fuck are you even talking about? How is Katherine responsible for the death of a child that never existed, you are lying and you know it, you were never pregnant, I don’t know what happened that night but you know you weren’t pregnant,”

“Is that what you think? I was pregnant, I was and that baby was my lifeline, my key to achieving all of my dreams, I made sure of it and took the test over and over again, so don’t make me out to be a liar, I was pregnant.”

She yelled at Cross, who was still trying to get the door open.

“Okay, fine, let’s say you were pregnant but was the baby even mine? Or were you trying to pin another man’s kid on me?”

“What? You were the only man I was seeing and you know it, the only man I loved and if she hadn’t come between us we would have been happy,”

“Thankfully not, I will rather die alone than be with an evil woman like you Ginna, you are going to rot in jail,”

He said and the door finally opened from the outside, two men or more walked in and grabbed Gonna while she yelled, I looked down at my body as more blood came out of me, it was too late for me.

“I told you, you are going to regret leaving me for her and you thought I was joking, well guess what, an eye for an eye a tooth for a tooth and a child for a child, watch how painful it gonna be losing you, baby, without having any power to do anything,”

She yelled at Cross as the police cuffed her, that was all I could remember as the pain became too much to bear, I couldn’t take it any longer and felt it would be better to let go, it this was my end then at least she got caught…